][..Memories that lives in the heart..][

``Sunday, December 31, 2006``

a final blog for year 2006

on fri...actually didnt want to go for thanksgiving cg de... reason??? haha.. only shi en and fiona know why... but then they are just simply amazing to be able to get me to go... with all their reasons la.. haha.. then had appreciation and thanksgiving lor... then i gt the "servanthood award".. hmm... haha... and on the cup, it was written: "The ServantHood Award, The ServantHood Award is given to the person who showed the attitude of a servant, willing to serve and help others to solve and lighten their burden. He/She will make sure that everything works easier for you"... haha.. see the picture? nice quite nice rite?

hmm... actually, also have to thank a friend of mine... becos she is the one who taught me why should we serve people... this is wat she told me "You muz serve ppl. How to be a servant of God when God is not physically here? How to be a servant for God? It is serving the people in the house of God."

then after that, we celebrated wuay boon's birthday cos his birthday is on 30th dec ma... then by the time everything end is about 10 plus le.. so most of them left.. then left the few of us stayed back for bbq then actually wanted to go rach's place de.. but then no bus le so didnt go lor.. haha.. then i stayed at the chalet but i was walking around the whole time with my 2 friends.. then we went to watch sunrise in the morning.. then went mac with my members to eat breakfast before i set off for support... haha.. by then i was like super tired la.. then when i was alighting the bus to go home... then i missed a step and fell flat.. haha.. then injured both hands and legs but nvm la.. haha.. i can still can msg rach, nat and jayme means i should be okie... haha..

then sun morning.. thanks to my dad... haha.. he decided to send me to church... then though i injured but then i still can serve la.. haha.. and you know wat.. i was still jumping around, running around.. when i was serving... haha.. then after service, went to find lijuan to pass her something that i got for her in thailand then went to pass things le then i went to find my cg to join them for lunch... then after that then i went home le.. cos gt family dinner ba..

okie la.. gtg le.. going for dinner le.. bye bye 2006...

2007, a brand new beginning for me... a brand new start... and a mark to let everything go, just keep them as memories...

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``12/31/2006 05:19:00 PM``

``Friday, December 29, 2006``

my trip in thailand

well... the trip to thailand was really fun... and also gave me time to think through lots of things... haven really sort out my mind and thoughts yet... haha..

thanks to my dad, i really enjoyed the trip and i was like eating sleeping eating sleeping.. OMG!! on the first day, when we arrived, we went around then went to look at shops for a while... before going for our dinner.. then we went to drink shark's fin soup and some desserts... then after tat, went back to the hotel to rest cos after the flight, we are very tired so went down to the japanese resturant to eat.. then my parents ordered sashimi set.. then ordered some others things, i was really very full after the dinner... end of day 1

in the morning, gt up quite early, cos we are following the tour down to the previous' king's palace.. so went to the temples too.. to see the buddha and everything la... then by then half day gone le.. then went to the tailor to make a pair of pants too.. then after tat, went down to chinatown for lunch.. haha.. then i was still very tired ma.. cos i was sleeping on the taxi on the way, as there was a traffic jam... then when the food came.. i was super shocked la.. haha.. again sharks' fin soup... then gt "bao yu" also then gt prawn... wa.. super "feng fu" la.. then after tat, guess wat is my desert? Bird nest... wa... i think the lunch has cost my dad alot lor... but then he say nvm... -_-''' then we went to MBK to look for something tat my parents wan to get... then we went to a thai restaurant to eat.. and you know what is the name of the restuarant? haha.. it is called "Caggages & Condoms".. and after that, my dad ordered de.. but i was still very full... anyway, when you pay the bills, they will give you condom de.. haha.. interesting shop rite? then we went back to the hotel to rest cos the next day will be a long day... end of day 2

wake up super early in the morning... like 5 plus... then went down to eat breakfast as usual then start our day tour.. went to the flowing market.. then after tat, we went to see the cobra show then went to see the elephant show then went to see the thai chultural show... and the distance from 1 place is like 1 hour provided there is no jam and you know wat? i was sleeping all the way the moment i gt onto the bus.. haha.. then after tat, my dad gt some business things to do.. so my mum, sis and i went back to the japanese restuarant to eat.. then went back to the hotel le.. end of day 3

then this morning... we took our own sweet time for breakfast then went out shopping then went back to the hotel to collect our luaggages and back to Singapore.. hee hee.. hmm.. actually gt photos but then i took tired to load them cos in her sis's cam.. when i get them then i will upload ba... okie.. good nite.. i going to sleep le.. =)

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``12/29/2006 01:41:00 AM``

christmas

okie.. realised that i didnt blog about wat i did for christmas this year... as i said.. thought tat will be my last post for the year but special request from Nat.. my dearly ministry... so i shall blog lor.. haha..

hmm.. let me recall.... this year's christmas... sun morning... did external traffic... and back to my favourite and my always spot... "men shen".. haha... but i had fun serving with 4s5... with char, erica, ray, linus, jayme, nat.. aiyo.. too many le la.. haha.. but then hor... for svc 4.. i think we are really very nosiy... haha... like fish market... ops...

hmm... then when i was serving.. i also like receiving gifts.. haha.. serving halfway, stopped by people.. to pass me gifts.. so touched.. heez.. okie.. i shall recall.. thanks to this people..

ku ku for the wooden 3rd model set..
my pretty TL Bel for the gift..
shelin for your cds.. simply love them..
god ma for the make up set..
nat for your lovely card and the gift..
char for the lovely and nice muffin..
judy for the gift..
fiona for the stars that you made.. simply lovely..
and not forgetting 4S5.. haha.. the CD.. and our section leader huiming who made the cookies for us.. though she was tired over all the services and supports..

okie.. then after tat, for svc 3.. was pulled into the service to help to fill seat... and it was so last min tat i dun have my bible or notebook with me.. haha.. then svc.. same thing.. and i was near my cg this time... then after tat, actually wanted to go out with 4S5 de... but then hor.. i scared later they forgot tat i am also their member... haha.. copy wat rach wrote in her blog.. =p
so went vivo city with my members... but then the bad news is.. we only had lunch together... then we split.. ops.. the sisters which are all my ex-members too.. and the brothers... after a while we left then i went to my cousin's place cos her birthday.. then after tat then went home le.. cos the next day, i will be flying.. hee hee..

off to bangkok

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``12/29/2006 12:09:00 AM``

``Sunday, December 24, 2006``

my review for Year 2006

this year was really a year that there are really lots of ups and downs.. and there were really times that i really wanted to give up le.. but then i hang on becos of lots of reason la...

Mar 2006 - joined usher ministry... the best thing could have happen to me cos i joined the most happening section and ministry...
Jun 2006 - my ex-helper actually transferred to another cg... and it was a tough period for me.. but only some people understand...
27/8/2006 - W221 disband... after june... it is the second thing that once again that i broke down and really lost myself..
Oct - Nov 2006 - Laos Trip 2006
4 & 5 Dec 2006 - 4S5 chalet... one of the best things that actually brought me back to life..

greatest events that actually happened in my life... tat really hit me really hard at times... with the things that are happening... i was really thinking lots... and there were times tat i even thought of giving up already... i really want to forget all the unhappy memories i had... and in between many many things happen that i actually hardly can breathe le... but then i really wan to thanks lots of people who are there... when i really needed someone guide me le... at times, i really felt that i am over-dependent.. so i hope that 2007 will be a better year for me... and i will really take the effort to make some changes... but then i dunno wat will happen...

like i say... i really dun like people to force me into something tat i dun wan and i dun like... unless you are someone whom my heart is willing to listen... if not then you are really making me piss off with you only... sorry for all my harshness but then i just feel tat, i dun have to account everything... except to some people whom i have promised them tat i will tell them everything about my life when they ask... if i dun wish to say... then stop encouraging me.. cos i will end up avoiding you...

2006, i simply love:
4S5
Laos Trip 2006
W221

this could be my last blog entry for the year 2006.. see how ba..

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``12/24/2006 12:13:00 AM``

``Saturday, December 23, 2006``

tIRiNg DaY

this morning...went to children's church service with lijuan and tracy and her 2 daughters... haha.. then children church service was quite fun.... then after tat, went to tampines mac to eat then accompany lijuan to opposite shop to buy daffodil's clothes... actually talking about daffodil... i haven seen her for very long le.. haix.. then after tat, lijuan went home then i went to expo lor for svc 1...

then when i arrived... i saw so many 4s5 then i super excited... haha.. then since i brought camera then we started taking photos.. see below ba.. haha...

char, jayme, me and gen

again.. it is us.. haha

though it is still us but gen and i changed position.. whahaha

pls take one for your wet umbrella... haha.. we saw this in logistics

milkil and fm

was she too tired to use this as her boster?? haha

hey hey hey... once again... 4S5 chalet.. some of the team 1.. haha..

jayme and her TL..

my TL and me..

then we went for svc le... hmm.. though i dunno why this year's drama was okie only la... but then i just dun seems to be looking forward for christmas... then i didnt sit with cg again... then i left my friend with cg then i was sitting with jayme and char again... then the feeling is very different... then after tat, we are moving on to the candlenight... and lots and lots of memories really came back la.. how we celebrated christmas last year with my previous cg and the fun we had.. the people... n the photos we took... then after tat, actually wanted to go and find fiona de.. but then char and jayme ask me to go along to go out.. so go lor.. together with erica.. haha.. then we went simei to eat our dinner then buy the things that char need to get... then erica left first while we are waiting for char's bus to send her home then i remembered that i forgot to get something.. so went back to get it la.. then at the bus stop.. jayme took it... which i find it very nice also..

then i was super tired then i actually slept from simei all the way to boon lay.. haha.. okie la..need to go and sleep le.. tml another long long day..

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``12/23/2006 11:24:00 PM``

ytd.. yq and soo eng came my place again.. then after tat, in the evening... went to bugis to meet char and jayme and soo eng for dinner.. then we went to shop around lor.. then we also took neoprints... haha.. then after tat, jayme and i sent char home... then her mum called... wan her to buy something back.. so went to back then walked her back.. by the time... we realised that we have missed the last train and last bus... haha.. ops.. so i took cab home while jayme's member came to send her home lor.. haha..

this morning.. went down to chinatown to meet charmaine and jayme cos we are searching for some stuff.. then after tat, went to find nat cos she is working at chinatown.. haha.. then when rachel arrived... char and jayme went to dental.. cos charmaine is having her dental appointment.. then after tat, i accompany rach go and eat then we went down to expo for support lor.. wa.. today, i was like keep on changing job.. from doing bulletins.. to making the envelopes... to doing quality check... to counting... to lastly putting in envelopes and new comers slip for the done ones.. haha...

then while i was doing.. ravin called then i just talk to him for a while then put down le.. cos i was like super busy la.. then lijuan called up.. so went out of the hall to answer the phone cos too noisy le.. then ask jia wen to help me for a while.. then after tat, come back to continue...

then after tat, i left about 10plus... then ask xin yan to take over.. cos if not i think i will miss my last bus again.. haha.. but i had a great time today..

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``12/23/2006 01:32:00 AM``

``Thursday, December 21, 2006``

went ps with shi en and fiona

today, again yq and soo eng and jason came to my place to do things... then we were really doing it today la.. cos nt enough time le.. haha

then after tat, jason left quite early.. then soo eng left then yq and i left my house at about 6 cos both of us also going ps area.. then on the bus, i saw ting but then didnt call her cos too far.. so i was smsing her la.. haha...then after tat, when i reach ps.. went to meet shi en and fiona.. then we went shopping then went to eat pasta mania for dinner lor..

then i heard something from shi en which i really cannot believe it lor... i dunno la.. but i really didnt expect the outcome to be in this way... but since like tat le.. then forget it la.. haha.. let it be... pls lor.. we shop until the shop closes... then we are also discussing of going overseas to genting next year... hee hee...

okie la.. better go and sleep le.. tml morning still gt lots of things to do.. =) good nite?? morning?? nite?? morning?? haix.. nvm.. just go and sleep.. =)

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``12/21/2006 03:30:00 AM``

``Wednesday, December 20, 2006``

team C in my place k boxing

this morning... soo eng, yq and jason came to my place to do something at about 10plus.. then after tat, we went to eat ban mian for lunch... then it was like raining whole day lor.. until nw... actually this weather super nice to sleep but i need to do things leh.. haix..

anyway, see the photos ba.. of today's k boxing in my place.. 4S5C

yq and me...

me and soo eng...

yq... soo eng... me... Team C.. hmm.. where is jason??

wa... see yq's singing pose?? cool rite? haha... i have the video of him singing.. get from me ba.. then i send to you... haha...

then we played and sang and do the things... but we got serious at about 5 like tat... then my dad just nice came back.. then ask him to help us buy dinner... then after tat, when we are leaving the house... he happen to come back with all his big big boxes.. then yq help my dad to carry la... cos the box really super heavy lor.. and my dad was like carrying 2 big boxes and 1 plastic bag.. OMG!!! how did he do tat??? haha.. then after tat, my dad sent us to jp.. cos we are going to take MRT down to PS ma... cos yq need to go back to school for cca then soo eng and i need to go YMCA for bs... then after bs... we went home le...

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``12/20/2006 01:03:00 AM``

``Monday, December 18, 2006``

pizza hut

cool!!! rachel is so good... reach home so "early" still can upload the pictures... hee hee..

see.. char.. so "hard-working" even while waiting for food also muz do hw..

hmm... nat daydreaming

me, char, jayme, rach...

nat, me, char, jayme, rach

yq and jeff..

xy... you see la... you dun wan to come down... then they wanted to kill themselves... but jeff still so happy.. siao le..

yq.. killing himself cos xy dun wan to meet him.. haha

it's us again... team A, C, B, D, A

before ray came....

ray came le...

jeff and nat... hmm..

remember i told you tat we went ray's place for majong... haha... this is evidence..

too many photos le la..

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``12/18/2006 12:12:00 PM``

eventful sunday

this morning, same thing... woke up.. but i woke up super early la.. dunno for wat.. then i started to call my ministry members up and my ex-leader up for service... Morning Call Pte Ltd... haha...

anyway, then i left the house super early... as though i like going for external traffic like tat... reach bedok at 6 plus... then jayme was msging me ma.. then she say she going bedok to meet char to eat breakfast... then ask me go also... so i alighted at bedok then went to mac to buy our breakfast then took a cab down to expo hall lo... haha... then today, we are doing charlie ma...

then my zone... is sat by the SOT students so nothing much to do lor... so started to help jayme since she is there... then i sitting in her zone ma... haha.. tell you something... today, char, me and jayme so happened to be sitting together again... haha... then saw kun la...

hmm... after tat, we went to do recycling... then i got cut by the bulletins... haix... then we did recycling until about 3 plus then we were discussing about something for our section de... so by the time... when can leave is like 4 plus liao... then i called up jasmine... then they say they are in bedok KFC but then jas leaving for ministry le.. then shi en going to find her bf.. then i told them i meet them another day la... so went with my ministry lor... haha..

team C active today for re-cycling... jia you!! 4S5C rOx!!

yq and i outside where??? guess lor.. =p

riNggggg...RiNg... rInG..... whO picK up the phoNe??

having re-cycling.. hey, we are not slackers leh... though we report at 7.30am.. but we are still so energetic... hee hee..

then rachel drove ma... can you believe it?? behind was yong quan, nat, jayme, char and me... then jeff is sitting in front and rachel driving la... and we still can take photo... haha... we are crazy..

cool rite??

then we went to pizza hut to eat...then again we took photos again but then i still dun have the photos with me... when i have them then i shall post in up... hee hee... we called fm and xin yan to go to ray's place... then decided to go ray's house to play majong... so in the end... rachel, yq and xin yan came later la.. then we played until gt police car.. haha... ops... it was like 11 le lor.. then my dad came to fetch me cos he need to fetch my sis also ma.. haha... hmm...

okie la... i actually a bit tired le... need to go and sleep le.. though i am stil waiting for yong quan to come online...

hmm.. actually, i am thinking la.. have you all ever ask yourself a question... when you lose the trust in sharing... or when you have troubles and you dun wan or cannot find or dun wan to find or wat... wat would you do??? i would just simply hug my green cushion then i will feel alots better... haha =)

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``12/18/2006 01:16:00 AM``