``Thursday, September 21, 2006``

leaving for 3 weeks

time passes so fast... tml i will be leaving for my Laos trip le... hmm, kind of excited but then dunno leh.. haha.. hope tat i will have fun there and everything is going to be okie la... haix.. my bag is so so so heavy lor... almost like 15kg... oh no!! haix.. no choice la.. haix... all the things inside is wat i need to bring de..


i think i going to miss alot of fun in singapore la.. but nvm, i shall enjoy... okie la.. dunno what to write le.. tell you more stories about my trip when i am back 3 weeks later.. haha.. =)

-Finding back my cheerfulness-

][-Van-][ ``9/21/2006 09:36:00 PM``

``Monday, September 18, 2006``

Had a great time

ytd, felt like went back to the past.. haha..


in the morning, met up with my usher section.. those who are doing the recruitment for breakfast... yeah!! we were fellowshipping with one and another and having bee hoon for breakfast... been blessed by Rachel.. then after tat, we were to do recruitment... my cg wasnt able to get seats so in the end, we were been split up... after tat, i decided to go to nursary to take care of Doffodil... hee hee.. cos children church not enough people also... so played with her... then put her to sleep... it is a fun experience though it was tiring to accompany her running all over the places... haha.. then after tat, waited for lijuan.. then went to find her cg... after tat, then i went to find my cg at the food court... then i dun feel like eating so only ate some dessert... after tat, lijuan called cos her bag spoil le... so need someone to help her carry... haha.. so shi en and i went together... then saw yu hong.. then he also wan to follow.. so in the end, all 3 of us went to find lijuan... then went back to my cg there to get our bags... then i was carrying Daffodil... so cute.. then bring her to find hwee zhi... cos she wan to see Daffodil... then the both of us are scatching over her... haha... then after a while, went down to bugis.. then go MOS burger to sit down.. cos very tired.. haha.. with me, lijuan, shi en and soo eng on one table then the brothers on another table... then until lijuan's mum came to pick Daffodil up, we went shopping... hee hee.. looking at clothes, and the beauty stuff... misses those days...


after tat, then shi en, lijuan, kin sung and me.. went down to suntec to go and eat kuishin-bo...the food were quite nice.. and we were eating lots of sushimi... very nice.. then we had to stop a while cos too full le... we started eating at 6pm.. then we left at about 9pm like tat lor... after eating, we started taking photos... it has been a long time, since we kind of sitting down doing nothing except taking photos... haha... then i went to lijuan's place.. cos need to get somethings from her and her mother wan to introduce somethings to me... yup, then after tat, went home le lor...


hmm... 4 days more.. before i leave for Laos.. hai yo... my bag is so heavy and big... oh no!!

-Finding back my cheerfulness-

][-Van-][ ``9/18/2006 02:25:00 PM``

``Wednesday, September 13, 2006``

back from Laos Bonding Camp

came back for this camp today... wow!! this holiday, i have been having camps until i going crazy le.. no time to let myself rest... haix... but also better la... then i will not go and do stupid things.. haha..


this camp, wat i can say is the first camp that i had so much fun.. from the first day of the camp, we never stop eating at any point of time.. first day, we had packed food for lunch and dinner... then second day, breakfast - we had campbell soup, french toast, omelette.. haha, i also helped in preparing the food okie.. then lunch packed food, dinner is buffet... and during the briefing about our trip, there are always titbits on our tables for us to eat.. and fruits too... haha... but i really enjoyed la.. cos we are all learning the laos languages together as a team... and we had lots of fun with every single one of them... and i am just feeling excited... haha.. cos i will be leaving for laos next friday, at least, i can leave this place where there are too many 2006 unhappiness for me to bear whether my family, my friends or watever... nthing seems good... so can take the time to go and learn more things and help people and know more friends.. yeah!! =)



haix... bad things are always happening... hmmm, okie, just argue with my mum over a small matter... haix.. there are just some thoughts that has been in my mind... dunno la.. maybe just take it as i am one of the useless people in the family can le... actually, sometimes, i felt breathless, there are so many things for me to think and i am a person who dun like to share with others with my problems... so when people wan to know more about me.. i tend to take a step backwards... which makes me think that i am the one who is crazy.. haha

-Finding back my cheerfulness-

][-Van-][ ``9/13/2006 11:36:00 PM``

``Sunday, September 10, 2006``

W360 cg OutReaCh

this week is a tiring week for me.. so many things that is happening.. today, after service, we had our cg outreach bbq at east coast... hmm.. actually, also used the chance to give myself a chance to know them better... so after service, went to find Doffodil first..haha.. cos she is so cute.. first person to look for.. then after tat then went for the poly outreach meeting... then after tat, went to find Wuay Boon cos he is driving us to east coast...


when we reach there... some of them are there already... so one of Raynold's friend was a Chinese National... then i was chatting with her la... then we were like making fun of the P-ork C-hop and Chick-hen C-hop... haha.. anyway, but though the weather kinda of spoilt it but it is fun la..it is like raining then all of us go into the shelter then after 10mins, the rain stopped.. then after a while, it started raining for about 10mins.. then again we went into the shelter then the rain stopped.. they are all jokers la.. then Alan, me, Raynold, Raymond Hsu, Billy were at the bbq pit then we were talking about bbq.. then Billy teaching us some method la.. so we ask him to write a book... haha.. then he was giving Billy's lesson... called "Making bbq Work".. haha..
then Alan and i started saying:


This is my Comic
I have wat it says i have
I can be what it says I can be
This is a word of Billy
It can change our cooking
"Wave it at Billy"
and Everyone say Billy
we are simply crazy le.. haha.. then soo eng came... then she asked wat happen.. then we took her to go for lesson then she will understand wat we are talking about le... then i was sitting there with my plate talking to Raynold's friend... then when the food is cooked, they happily put everything on my plate and ask me to eat.. haix.. then when we wanted to bbq, they say this is the job of the brothers... sisters just sit down and wait for food to be served.. haha.. it wasnt tat bad after all with the jokes they crack.. then they were coming out with stupid stufff la.. like using the chrocal to heat the housefly until it died... so cruel.. then after tat, we started to pack up... then Wuay Boon sent Alan, soo eng, Raynold's friend and me to RedHill MRT.. then after that we took MRT back.. then i realised that actually Alan is only staying 1 bus-stop away from me.. haha.. we also took pictures la.. but then i didnt upload cos Raymond Ling la.. haix... hmm.. okie la.. going for camp tml le.. will be back on wed.. hee hee.. have a good rest everyone.. i need to do my packing le.. =)

-Finding back my cheerfulness-

][-Van-][ ``9/10/2006 10:10:00 PM``

``Tuesday, September 05, 2006``

City Harvester Usher Ministry 4S5 oUting

today, we had our second outing for our section.. yeah!! hee hee.. then we went to teenage cafe to eat and have fun together... though it was only eating but then we enjoyed fellowshipping with one and another and of course, we took alots of photos... wat ever post we could ever think off.. haha.. but the main purpose is also to celebrate our section leader's birthday la.. sister huiming.. yeah!! 3 cheers for her... okie la.. let's move to the photos...


Team T - when we are all still training ushers..



HEy, the food is not bad leh.. wan to have some??



Yeah!! this is my TEAM.. TEAM C.. current team



this is another of TEAM T cos Ray just came..



This is also TEAM T but with our section leader sitting in front.. sister huiming.. =)



this is my whole section 4S5... we are great children of God.. =)



me and Ray



this is our old Team C..



jeff is simply too tall?? and he is trying to find me.. haha..


okie la.. cos we simply took too many photos le.. so here are just some of them... well, want to join us for some fun?? haha...

-Finding back my cheerfulness-

][-Van-][ ``9/05/2006 12:56:00 AM``

``Sunday, September 03, 2006``

i am going to miss all of them

well... today, went for service... then saw jasmine on the way to go and help lijuan... then i was talking to jasmine on the way to hall 8 then her eyes started to water le.. but then i was controlling cos i am serving ma.. so it will not be nice if my eyes are red... so after tat we sent Daffodil to the nursary... then we went back to our seats la.. cos the service is starting soon.. then gerry was sitting behind me.. then after tat, i saw jasmine there crying.. then i really cannot take it le.. seeing her crying.. finally, i also dropped tears... then gerry was also there la.. then sister Doreen came and tell us can only cry for a min cos service starting soon.. but then even when i worship, tears never stop flowing lor.. haix..


then during the service, the msg was something that certain thing.. that i might have learn from my parents have to change la.. then it was even harder to stop my tears with the worship songs that we sang... then after service, after briefing... fiona, Shi en, sophia and me.. left first.. cos fiona needed to leave for lesson then the 3 of us going to support shi en's brother for project superstar 2.. then we are also waiting for kunming and yuhong to pass them the things la.. then in the end, we took some photos.. hee hee... W221 ROX!! then after tat then we also take with our new cg.. W360 lor..

some of W221 members.. we ROX!!



fun shot..



W360 with some of my ex-dearest members..

-Finding back my cheerfulness-

][-Van-][ ``9/03/2006 09:45:00 PM``

1st cg after W221 disband

i really feel very weird leh.. but i know i need to start to make myself comfortable with the cg.. cos it is going to be my cg from nw on.. but each time, i tend to think about the times that we are having our cg.. and we will do it in a very different way.. the laughter, fun, joy that we had during times of w221 was great... if not for the love and care that i felt from W221, i might not have stayed on in the church and perserved on when my parents at first dislike the church alot.. but still i managed to pass this hurdle.. the times that we sisters of w221 used to do... singing at party world whenever we are free... lijuan, shi en, jasmine, fiona... with some brothers following.. the times that we spent together, the joy that we had as a cg... the days that we have enjoyed with the cg.. the pasir ris games thing... with our very super original W221 cheer... with shaun.. hong ming... yuhong... kun ming... desmond... to lead...


though we might not be in the same cg le.. but the memories of W221 is not something which anyone can replaced with.. the first day i stepped into church and gt saved... the first time going for cg meeting... the first time fellowshipping with cg... the first time that i played for cg meeting as a guitarist... there are so many first time... and first time, i lose members who i am lose with... and first time having to disband a cg... everyone single of them... i am going to miss them..


today cg okie la.. but then i think we need to adapt lor.. cos their way is quite different from us... we have to learn lor.. no matter how hard... okie la... the more i write, the most my brain has nothing except ...

-Finding back my cheerfulness-

][-Van-][ ``9/03/2006 12:55:00 AM``

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