``Wednesday, November 30, 2005``
GettiNg tO LiKe HTML
hmm.. today.. after school.. went to do CATS project.. then during the whole thing.. daniel and lk keep on suaning me lor.. everytime i say.. they also gt something to say.. haha.. bully me only.. then after tat.. dad came to fetch me home.. then as usual.. i will go online de.. then help someone to solve her/his blog problem.. cos she did something to her blog.. which is a good thing.. so i did some adjustment only.. then after tat.. i help his/her to do some extra things tat he/she wanted to be inside her/his blog lor... then i was playing games de.. cos lijuan sending me URL of the games to play.. then suddenly juz gt the mood to do the blog.. so continue to try and yes... i made it.. well done! rite? =p
hmm.. seems to like html more and more.. i find it very fun cos wateva you are doing is all create by you yourself.. in the past, i used to hate it cos i dun even understand any single code.. until i started studying IT and learn alot from sch as well as from friends that i found tat actually HTML is also quite fun de.. *happy*
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/30/2005 10:08:00 PM``
``Tuesday, November 29, 2005``
Went sHoPpiNG wItH mUm
today CATS lesson.. we design a crane to pick up coins.. funny rite? using straws and satay stick and masking tape.. haha.. then our group won.. a bit lame la.. haha.. then went to orchard to find my mother...
Wa.. i spend alot of my mother's money today.. so guilty.. but then hor.. most of them is choosen by her to ask me to try de.. i only say i wan or dun wan only... simple job.. haha.. you know wat.. i spend up to almost $400 today... tink i am crazy le... then we went to eat raman.. and you know wat? we are sitting in front of the shop ting(dear) is working in.. then mummy treat her dinner.. cos she cannot leave the shop so in the end.. we packed a packet of ramen for her.. then i pass to her.. haha.. she almost wanted to kill me.. ops =p
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/29/2005 11:34:00 PM``
wAs It Me Tat tHe PeRsOn Is tALkIng AbOUt?
hmm.. actually, i read someone's blog.. dun wan to say the name la.. okie.. then dunno leh.. if this person is talking about wat happen between us.. i dunno if i was thinking too much.. or it is true.. anyway.. if it is true... then i am sorry that i didnt really tell you the reason at that time... but if you still wan to know the reason.. i will tell you if you ask me.. maybe also it is my fault that i didnt really tell you why.. sorry..
anyway.. if it is really talking about wat happen between us.. why suddenly you will talk about it again? but if it is not.. you can juz ignore this question de.. haha.. or like i say.. i am thinking too much?
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/29/2005 12:35:00 AM``
NeW HaiR cUt
hmm.. today seems not schooling.. first 2 hrs.. having presentation then 1 hour of tutorial only.. cos my lecturer nt feeling well so cancel class... then went to meet lijuan for lunch then went to Toni & Guy to cut our hair.. actually, i didnt really cut la.. cos of some reasons.. that could be a special to some people who knows me.. hahaa... then after that meet shi en to walk bugis for a while.. then we went to cut our hair then went Mos Burger to sit down.. while waiting for gerry to come.. cos lijuan meeting gerry ma.. then after that, we chat for a while.. before i left then come home early... hee hee.
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/29/2005 12:28:00 AM``
``Saturday, November 26, 2005``
am i been ChiLdisH??
hmm.. suddenly i juz have the feeling of being very childish leh.. hahaz.. dunno why.. maybe kind of over-acting about liking winnie the pooh.. dont you think so?? i also dunno leh..
i know i like it la.. but i think i am kind of too over-obsessed into it le la.. maybe shouldnt be too obsessed... liking it doesnt mean show everything about it ma.. oh no.. felt so childish at times.. haha.. but to say truthfully la.. i am still young tat y cannot blame me... still gt the type of childish mindset.. hee hee.. too bad..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/26/2005 11:51:00 PM``
cellGrOup PaRty
hmm.. this morning.. fried bee hoon then after tat went for 1st lesson of christian lifestyle bible studies.. after bs then sooeng, hongming and i went to meet lijuan first before going to kun's place for the party.... hmm.. the party was quite free and easy... so we are juz enjoying the food.. and of course the chocolate dipping strawberries.. yummy.. =) then after that my mother called up and she say alot of things.. and only a few people know wat did my mum say... and these people know... enough le.. dun need the whole world to know.. haha.. ops.. then went to clementi for XO fish bee hoon.. eat again.. haix.. then eat with my family.. then after tat.. then i came home le.. haha.. hmm.. that all for today ba..
tml, i going to enjoy some delicious breakfast.. hopefully it is nice.. okie =) haha..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/26/2005 11:29:00 PM``
WoRk In TuRf CLuB
i am very tired nw.. and my whole feet is very painful.. plus i gt blisters on them.. so sad rite? i so poor thing.. haix.. juz came back from work... actually nt bad la.. per hour is $6.. hee hee.. juz tat need to work closing only... then i was doing serving today.... then my friend's friend was stationed at the champage room la.. then when those horse master win the match.. they will go there for celebration.. then they gave them tips.. arrgg.. actually i suppose to be there de lo... nvm.. it is juz nt my turn to get the tips.. haha.. but quite enjoying lor.. first time.. seeing real horses running on the track.. haha.. nt a bad experience... now... really very very tired..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/26/2005 12:57:00 AM``
``Thursday, November 24, 2005``
thOuGhts
last lesson of the churchwide bible studies ytd...
I dun wan to stay in the outer court only.. i wan to go into the holy of holies... knowing him and reading his words and praying is only part of it but the most important thing is too experience him.
then nw having 3 hrs break.. dunno wat to do.. so decided to write my blog.. haiz.. dunno la.. juz receive my cousin's PSLE result.. then feel sad for him lor.. cos he didnt do well.. then i juz feel tat my heart sank when i heard my ku-mummy's voice.. can hear her disappointment in my cousin lor.. then it remind me of myself when i was in PSLE also.. i didnt do well.. and nw i really can see how my parents are feeling lor..
haix... dunno wat i am thinking nw.. i am feeling very weird and feeling very confused nw.. actually i dun even know how to describe my feeling nw..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/24/2005 01:56:00 PM``
``Monday, November 21, 2005``
bORed in Class
BoReD iN cLasS - stuPiD, Bo LiaO pOsT
a.. actually i also dunno wat i wan to post leh.. haha.. juz feeling post.. and to keep me awake, i writing this post.. hmm.. i realise tat i am always talking about my own life.. maybe i should write something about people or things around me then you will nt feel bored reading.. maybe can give me ideas wat you wan to know.. then i write lor.. but tat doesnt mean i will write.. muz depends lor.. whahaha
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/21/2005 11:24:00 AM``
``Sunday, November 20, 2005``
WCG 2005
WCG 2005
hmm.. went to watch WCG this few days with lijuan, yuhong, jia wei and many more.. lazy to type.. the games were interesting.. looking at the way they play it was really very skillful.. wonder when i play for singapore? haha.. win long long.. i would prefer to represent singapore in sea games cos i am more of a sporty person you see..
you know wat? there are also alot of very handsome guys... especially the koreans.. last year's world number 1.. he is really very handsome leh.. although he lost this year.. but he will definitely fight back the title next year.. he juz rox!! btw.. juz to let you know, nt only i am obsessed to him.. there is someone else too..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/20/2005 11:26:00 PM``
overnight prayer meeting
overnight prayer meeting - 18/11/2005
all i can say is:
GOD IS CAN MAKE ALL THINGS POWERFUL AND I CAN FEEL THE PRESENCE OF HIM AT THAT MOMENT.
THE STRENGTH TAT GOD HAS GIVEN IS REALLY UNBELIEVABLE. SLEEPING ONLY 2 HRS.. I WENT FOR BIBLE STUDIES AND REACH HOME VERY LATE ON SAT NITE DUE TO FAMILY EVENTS, YET, I AM STILL ABLE TO CONCENTRATE DURING BS.
GOD is just AMAZING...
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/20/2005 11:21:00 PM``
``Thursday, November 17, 2005``
Owl is here
OwL iS HeRe
hmm.. i felt as i am an owl.. these few nites, have been sleeping very late.. either playing my computer games or chatting online or chatting on the phone.. then most of the time will be chatting on the phone until 1, 2am kind of thing la.. with friends... then last nite.. chat with lijuan and shi en from 12 plus until 3am in the morning.. haha.. power la.. then i overslept this morning.. woke up at 8.30am.. then hurry.. go to sch le.. then meet yu hong, shaun and jasmine for lunch in canteen 1 then chit chat lor.. haha.. fellowshipping in ngee ann.. hao le.. need to go and pray and read bible le.. bye bye .. dun miss me..but i know you will :)
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/17/2005 11:54:00 PM``
first impression given to others
My First Impression that how others feel about me
hmm.. actually hor.. those who knows me should know by nw wat type of person i am le la.. but then there are many funny impression tat i did which i first knew them.. haha.. you wan to know?? hmm.. let me consider.. okie.. i will tell you if nt later you say i bully you.. actually, there are many people who have told me tat when they first saw me.. they feel tat i am a very fierce person.. but to those people who know me? am i? how can tat be? i so cute and loving... *vomitting* (cant take it myself, so thick-skinned) and i always smiling and laughing away... then some people feel tat i am very "dao" (act cool).. but then to those who know me.. wat do you think? haha.. i forever doing stupid stuffs.. hmm.. maybe you think i look dao when i nt in a good mood or there is something bothering me ba.. so i will juz sit there and be guai guai zi... then of course, i am nt the kind tat will talk to people whom i dont know quite well de.. cos i also dunno wat to say.. [hAPPy ReaDiNg] - tune in to tml's new time lot 11pm.. WCG 2005
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/17/2005 01:31:00 AM``
churchwide bible studies
ChurchWide Bible Studies
went for bible studies today... wat did i learn today?? how to be careful of the words i speak and do nt judge others by the outside.. cos it is only the flesh of the person.. but is the heart of the person if different.. you see... understand.. then i learn more about god's house.. and the holy and holies.. hee hee.. wat is a bible studies? a bible studies is a class which we are studying the word of god.. our christian book of all time - the BIBLE.. haha...
hao le.. i know i talking crabs and lobsters.. haha.. on the phone with lijuan nw.. so dunno wat to write.. haha..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/17/2005 01:11:00 AM``
``Tuesday, November 15, 2005``
hmm..
i HaVe nO sEcrEts!! HoW??
you know why? there is this person who reads my blog and this person is able to tell who is the person i am talking about in the blog even though i didnt say anything.. oh no.. how?? haha.. very powerful rite? give you a hint.. this person is someone i know... and to some of you.. you also know this person.. to some of you.. i dont think you know who.. haha.. guess this person slowly.. :P
anyone who can tell who is this person.. i will give you $5 million... haha.. possible?? But 1 condition, the person whom i am talking about cannot enter this contest =P
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/15/2005 11:45:00 PM``
some woman cant stop their mouth
some people can control themselves
today.. on the way home.. i was on 243 bus then there was this auntie sitting behind me.. i think she was on the phone.. then she started to scold *&%$&$&#&% and her voice was so loud that the whole bus can hear her voice.. every single sentence tat she starts has *&%$* and end with ^$#&* when everyone started looking at her... she also dun bother at all lor.. haiz.. then after that when i turn to look at her.. she continued scolding.. cant she realised that there are young students on the bus and she is teaching them the wrong words??? why cant she control herself?? :(
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/15/2005 11:13:00 PM``
giving up le..
giving up - whether possible anot..
i thought it for a long time le lor.. so wat if i admire him? even since i have made the decision... i dont tink there will ever be a tml for us.. cos my aim for nw.. have changed since there are so many changes in my life... plus he isnt a christian so it is also a bit hard la.. in that case... i dun need to think so much.. i can put the time into other uses...
i come across this phrase and like it: " Liking someone doesnt you have to be with him/her, if you really like him/her, let him/her go and find their own happiness."
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/15/2005 09:01:00 PM``
netball
S & W - netball
first, wat is S & W? it is Sports and Wellness.. then i have no choice de.. so i took up netball.. anyway.. the training was really making me very tired.. we ran 1 round around the track then we did lot of sprinting to and fro the court... and learn how to shoot.. and my coach actually remembers my name.. and every time she want a demo on certain things.. she will call me.. how can tat be??? so fast?? anyway.. actually my class was quite fun with the joker around.. and make the whole lesson quite interesting..
tat all for todae's S & W netball report.. please tune in to S & W netball next tuesday to know more... bye bye
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/15/2005 08:32:00 PM``
``Monday, November 14, 2005``
wat is wrong with me today?
powderful england today
today.. i dunno why.. my friends and i are speaking funny english.. but most of the time, i was the one who said wrongly.. dunno wat happen.. at first she said " requestes" instead of "requests" as the day goes by.. i said.. "soft Korea" instead "South Korea".. then i wanted to ask my lecturer a question on the working of the wire.. but instead i said " walking of the wire"... haha.. i dunno wat is wrong with me.. maybe been the clown of the class today...
acHieVeMent - duNno iF thiS PeRsOn LiKes It AnOt
hmm... actually there is this someone who has asked me to design this person's blog.. cos this person dun wan too many people know and i was so honour? lucky? or becos close to this person her? that i know about this.. hee hee.. then help this person created le.. the overall i think wasnt really tat bad la.. then but then i dun know if this person really like the blog skin tat i did... although wasnt really tat well done.. at least i put in all my efforts okie..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/14/2005 11:47:00 PM``
after service today..
after service today..went to merina square with cellgroup today for fellowship instead of going to Best Coffee shop.. went there to eat with gerry, lijuan, shi en, fiona, yu hong, shaun, hong ming, kun ming, janice... then while eating.. then at first.. gerry, janice, shi en and i were talking... then after tat li juan, hong ming came to join us.. then we started suaning hong ming.. haha.. and of course created some laughters la.. on our way there... we took alot of photos in the MRT... haha... you wan to
see the photos? let me consider first... whahaha..
Li JuaN & Me (aCt CuTe) JuaN, mE, JaNicE, GeRrY
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/14/2005 12:15:00 AM``
``Sunday, November 13, 2005``
relieved..
Relieved..
today.. finally.. got the 2 big decision making problems are over.. i have give my answer to gerry.. so no more worries.. hee hee... thanks God for giving me the confirmation answer during service of which ministry should i really served.. :)
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/13/2005 11:22:00 PM``
WOW
something tat i didnt expect
someone who is close to me? not close to me?? you guess lor.. has started doing something he? she? guess again.. tat he? she? dont do in the past de... which is ??? guess again.. haha.. sorry.. promoise this person cannot say le... if nt i will become a liar you know... tat is real bad.. you wan to know the whole story? tell me.... then i will decide to say or not to say... but actually hor.. dun waste your time and my time la.. cos 99% i will nt say.. maybe 1% i will say... so wish you luck if you wan to know what is this post is all about?? cya... dun get mad with me.. cos this is my blog you see.. so i can write wat i like rite? :)
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/13/2005 01:45:00 AM``
party world - orchard again
Party World aGaiN
today.. went singing again at party with gerry, shi en, fiona, guan lun, shaun, yu hong, hong ming, jasmine, seng chong... then li juan cannot join us.. cos she need to go home to take care of her new born niece... :( but her niece very cute... want to see photo?? dun wan to show you leh.. :P haha... then after tat went to eat... darren came to join us.. then after tat went shopping... looking at shops then taking photos in the middle of orchard road... okie la.. nt really weird.. then went we sang the " xi sua sua", fiona, jasmine and i were really dancing and enjoying.. then end of the song.. gerry said " if you all can dance so well.. make sure tml during service also muz jump and dance more" haha.. then the other time we ended the singing session with change.. this time we ended it with we will shine.. haha.. then about 9 plus.. i left to go to my grandma's place.. cos ku-mummy looking for me ma..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/13/2005 12:51:00 AM``
``Friday, November 11, 2005``
guitar loves me
Guitar loves me..
hmm.. this morning.. i meet shelin to go to class to practice our guitar in class.. then had programming lesson... headache la.. again gt some projects to do.. projects cannot stop coming ar? i cannot breathe fresh air le la.. then went to meet lijuan for lunch.. then after tat went to meet Kun for guitar lesson... WOW! you know wat?? we started playing at about 2.30pm and we stop at about 5pm... cool! first time.. playing so long.. and i learn alot today.. and enjoyed playing my lovely guitar.. but sad thing is.. something happened to him... :( tml bringing him to Bras Baras Complex to see doctor... my dad say he drive me tat.. yeah! Hope my guitar can recover soon.. if nt then i tink i need to bury him le.. *sobs*
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/11/2005 09:53:00 PM``
thanks lijuan..
thank you - i know you will read my blog.. haha
hmm.. after arguing with my dad ytd.. i really felt very bad about it.. cos i dont argue with him so fiercely before... maybe wat is said, really hurt him.. and i kind of refuse to apologise.. cos of my stubborness... but listening to wat lijuan said to me.. i decided to make the first move.. i apologise to him once again.. then we started talking le.. and thank you for the 2 verses that you have gave me.. hee hee..
want to know the 2 verses?
Job 37:13 - He causes it to come, Whether for correction, Or for His land, Or for mercy.(KJV)
Prov 15.01 - A soft answer turns away wrath, But a harsh word stirs up anger.(KJV)
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/11/2005 09:44:00 PM``
``Thursday, November 10, 2005``
is it really my fault?
is it my fault??
my dad bought N70.. the phone which i wanted for very long le.. then he told me tat he found the phone.. then i ask him dun tell me.. in a joking manner.. then i ask him how much.. he said it was $700 plus.. so i say tat $700 you also buy.. my phone.. $300 plus.. you keep on conplaining already.. then he was very angry with me for saying tat... then we argued... then he say everything is over.. and ask me dun talk to him again.. i was only joking yet.. he took it so seriously.. is it really my fault??? whenever i tried to dry my tears.. amd i thought about wat he said.. my tears juz cant stop flowing.. lijuan called.. and i think she can hear from my voice.. so i told her i call her back later.. until i cool myself down first... anyway.. i off my phone so no one can reach me.. i really need to be alone... wat is wrong with me??? or maybe should i change my character to be someone who dont like to talk... all i do is stay in my room???
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/10/2005 09:02:00 PM``
good or bad?
good or bad?
hmm.. zi wei called me the previous day... then told me tat i am one of those he will recommend me to be a national napfa tester.. then i will need to go for a test which is conducted by Singapore Sports Council... the ngee ann will pay for me but then if i were to fail the test.. i will need to pay the sch back.. haiz.. how how how??? then although i know wat cca tat i thinking of giving up le.. but then i am willing but not my heart.. when i am thinking about it.. i got this rare chance to be a national napfa tester... is God trying to tell me tat this is really wat i shouldnt give up? i am making a right choice?? confuse.. i should believe His word... but my heart is confuse.. wat should i do?
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/10/2005 03:19:00 PM``
``Monday, November 07, 2005``
sCh LiFe oF first day
sCh Life
hmm.. going to sch.. the day seems to be very long.. but the time passes very fast... haha.. actually we will end our lesson at 3pm.. but then our lecturer stop at 12.15, let us have lunch break.. then continue at 12.45 then 1.45, we can go home le.. so nothing to do ma.. so the To8 gals decided to go to mac to eat then we use the wireless there then surf the net and searching for themes lor.. quite bored lor.. for NF lessons..
haiz.. dunno la.. at first in sch.. dunno y.. today i seems to be very "high".. haha.. then as the day goes by.. i felt soul-less and getting more moody.. something wrong with me.. please send me to IMH... whahaha... think too much..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/07/2005 10:31:00 PM``
``Saturday, November 05, 2005``
sOmeThiNg diFFerEnt
-[sOMetHinG dIffeRent]-
hmm.. ytd.. went to ikea with lijuan to go and buy something for her house.. then after that... on my way home... chin lim called to say they going to my void deck to chit chat.. then after a while.. chuan heng called to ask where was i.. that they on the way to my place le.. then i went home.. bath le.. talk to lijuan on the way.. then went down to look for them.. chit chat for quite long until lijuan called up to ask me to go home.. gals dun stay out too late.. then go home muz call her if nt she will wait for my call.. so i went home lor.. then i call her.. then we chat until about 4am.. haha.. then went to sleep... only wake up at 11am todae..
juz nw.. about 12plus.. lijuan called up.. then i helping my mother to do something so i told her tat i will call her back later.. then when i call her back, shi en was also talking to her.. so in the end.. the 3 of us were talking together.. haha.. conference la.. topics? too many.. haha...then we chat until about 3 plus.. wow! i think this 2 days.. i am always on the phone with them.. haha..
"dear heavenly father, i pray tat you come and bless all w221 tat all of us will be happy in wateva we are doing. Amen!"
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/05/2005 10:20:00 PM``
``Tuesday, November 01, 2005``
party world - orchard
PaRty WorLd - OrChArd
ytd.. after sch went home then went crazy la.. as you have seen in my previous post.. then i off my phone.. then lijuan cannot contact me... of course la.. then the moment i on my phone.. she called.. so she ask wat happen and everything la.. but of course she say very dangerous leh.. haha.. then after that went to meet yuhong and jasmine in cine.. then shop until about 10.30pm then we waited for lijuan to come then we went to party world le.. hee hee.. =) we went crazy.. then we sang many songs... then later fiona, shi en and leonel reach.. then we sang more songs.. and went high... jumping on the sofa.. and lost our voices.. then we sang until 3am.. then we went to 7-11 to buy cup noodles to eat.. then we went to about 6 7-11 to see things.. crazy le.. then walk to lijuan's place... waited for the first to come at 5.30am then took the bus to je.. then come hm lor.. then spend most of my time today sleeping.. haha.. but i enjoyed myself of course.. and all went crazy and high la.. okie.. then juz nw talk to dear(ting) on the phone for a while.. okie la.. need to go and do my assignments le..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/01/2005 10:59:00 PM``
