][..Memories that lives in the heart..][

``Thursday, November 30, 2006``

all drenched

today, in the morning.. went to school... then saw many sec sch students.. then they are really very funny lor.. dunno to alight at the SIM bus stop anot.. then until i ask one of them if she is going for the RED Camp in Ngee Ann. then she say yes.. then i told her is the next bus stop.. haha..

then after tat, went for DWA class... then do our assignment but then think die le.. still 16 more web pages to do.. and the dateline is tml.. wa.. how nice? haha..

then after tat went for the red camp thing lor.. hmm.. okie la.. showing the students wat we have in IT and wat will we learn and everything... haha.. then saw dareen and hazmi also there...

then after tat.. rushed down for napfa test... to be the tester la.. haha.. then i took the detail.. all very funny lor.. haha.. but can see that she are all very serious in napfa test de la.. so it is easy to take them.. then after tat, need to go lap counting.. then i want to take back the same detail.. then when the 2.4km run started.. it started to rain abit le.. then we continue la.. if nt then they have to re-take everything.. then halfway, it started to rain heavily... then i pearleen and wendy is wearing white lor.. so almost transparent le.. haha.. then the next moment, edmund Oh say stop running then i turn and saw all my tester went under the shelter le.. then i still gt alots of testees still running.. so in the end, i went to find them and ask them to run faster back to the shelter... haha.. by then, i was totally wet from head to toe... then edmund gave us shirt to change into la.. if not will fall sick de.. then i went home immediately.. then my legs are shivering liao lor.. so cold then in the end.. then the moment i reach home.. went to take a hot bath then take my dinner...

okie la.. nw.. i really need to go and do my project le.. if not then really die liao.. haha..

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/30/2006 09:49:00 PM``

StresS AR!!!

nw is 2.21am in the morning.. and i am still rushing my DWA project... and i am really been driven to my max this sem... haix.. who can save me??? i need to de-stress... everyday, i am sleeping like only 3 hours lor... even though i am tired... but still have to do project...

today, i also dunno consider going for class anot leh... cos in the morning... went to school but went for the parents' seminar which is on sat.. and jac, shelin and I are going to be involved... so they gave us excuse letter then we back for PM for 1 hour only... then discuss with our lecturer whether if the proposal is acceptable la.. then halfway, i said i going toilet but actually is to pass huimin something that i bought for her la.. the coated peanuts.. haha.. ops.. then lunch break... saw px again.. haha.. then we spent time @ Square 31 to rest la.. cos all of us are so tired then we went for 1 hour ECAD class.. again.. gt excuse letter cos we need to go for RED Camp briefing.. haha.. OMG!!

then after tat, rush down for napfa test.. cos i know that they gt not enough people.. so i went to help lor... then haix.. everything is in a mess la.. plus there is this idiot... which made our day worse.. haix... talk about him will only let us "huo da"... then after napfa test, went to bukit timah market to eat dinner with Kristen, Yee Loong, ROnald, Walter... that we had lots of craps lor.. haha.. and after napfa, all the funny things are been shown.. but i enjoy been with my club... full of jokes and stupid lame questions to ask you de.. haha..

haix.. i miss my swimming... going into the water... it is just like paradise.. there is nothing for you to worry... i miss Jurong Hill... used to be our favourite hangout... the quietest place you can find... when you can sit there and see far... the feeling is so good... especially if you are alone up there... haix.. must find one day to go there...

okie la.. if i carry on posting.. dun need to sleep le.. haha..

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/30/2006 02:18:00 AM``

``Monday, November 27, 2006``

back from Genting

i am back finally... haha.. hmm.. really took the trip to relax myself and think through lots of things la.. but i think before i have made myself so stressed up that when i reach genting... i couldnt take it anymore... so i fell sick... so didnt really get to enjoy.. sad rite? haiz..

then went to watch movie with my cousins... Casino Royale.. hmm.. at Genting? haha.. yup.. then i went separate ways with them... just want to be alone... then shop myself... then as i walk, projects are poping in my head to remind me that i haven finish them... so sian lor.... cannot even take a good break...

anyway, nw, i am back... i have to renew myself again... then once again... stand up from where i fell... and continue to move on... nw, back to handle all my stress in school and projects...

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hmm.. i think i have been thinking too much about something and i just want to say, i am sorry for all the childish thinking.

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/27/2006 11:43:00 PM``

``Friday, November 24, 2006``

off to genting

thurs... in the morning.. brought the sec 2 for Civil Defence Course.. then actually wanted to stay there de.. but nt enough seats in the room.. then there is no where to go.. so i went to sch lor for a while since gt bus to my sch.. then after tat went for DWA class.. then funny lor... also dunno wat my class doing in practical class.. all finish le.. so end up all playing games.. haha.. "House of the Dead 2" then after tat when to canteen 1 to eat... then very funny la.. cos i was in my npcc attire.. which so erm.... nvm.. then i saw JR, Deb, Xy then after tat.. went to talk to them for a while.. then saw jie yi then talk to her also lor. haha.. then when i went back to find my classmate, i saw my primary sch classmate.. haha.. zee ern.. wa.. all in canteen 1.. so talk to her.. didnt know that she has been meeting joanne... haha.. hmm.. okie.. then after tat, went back to BB CD division... then join them in the practical lor.. then went home after tat...

then today, no IS ma.. so didnt go to sch.. then went for my driving lesson this morning... wa.. it was raining heavily lor.. some more i doing U-turn... going crazy le.. then the road also cannot see clearly... so scary la... then after tat, actually wanted to go back to jss de cos today they open house ma.. then in the end, i too tired and there are so many project that i needed to complete so i didnt go lor... then rushing my projects... then after tat going to pack my bag.. then off i go liao..

dun miss me hor.. haha.. =p
take CaRe!!!

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/24/2006 11:27:00 PM``

``Wednesday, November 22, 2006``

ytd, i was very tired.. then actually i wanted to blog de but then i was very tired then again i fall asleep in front of my computer...

cos ytd, gt napfa training ma.. then by the time, i reached hm.. like 10pm le.. then i was really very tired la.. then before training starts, i went to run 1 round with zi wei.. then i ran with the club again for the 2nd run.. then we went for campus run.. then went to run again with huiqi again for my 3rd round.. haha..

then after tat, had our refresher course... wa.. training also can see so many people.. saw lester.. px.. huiqi.. then after tat, went home with zi wei.. went home.. actually wanted to do project but then i was helping my friend la.. cos they had a small arguement in the project then not talking to each other for 2 days le.. haix..

actually, i really dunno leh... it seems like... all of us are so stressed up with all the projects till it is like affecting our lives and relationship with people... haix.. how?? i believe all of us want to resolve all the problems we had..

then today, just nw... before lunch break.. went to atrium.. then i saw huiqi.. then went in to campus deli.. then saw cheng... then after tat, went to canteen 3 to pass huimin the camera.. cos she want to borrow from me.. then went back to class le.. then nw.. i am in ecad class... haha..

hmm.. see if i gt anything then blog again tonite lor.. =)

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/22/2006 12:56:00 PM``

``Tuesday, November 21, 2006``

dinner with jasmine today

tell you honestly, i think i am feeling zombie nw lor.. haha.. cos recently, all the projects started to come le.. then i am rushing them as though i dun need to sleep... everyday, sleep at 3 - 4am.. and i am really very tired but no choice... i still have to go to school.. haix..

then today, after lesson, went to canteen 1 to eat lunch then went back to blk 31 level 1 to find any classroom to do our project.. cos tml morning gt presentation.. but i skipping 2 hours tml morning.. cos i need to go back to jssnpcc to give the sec 1 lecture on crime prevention.. haha.. my life is so so busy that i dunno wat i am doing.. everyday, rushing through my life... haix..

then finally, today, i get to meet jasmine.. haha.. after so long.. we had a really long and good chat... think it is time for us to do some catch up... anyway, i wish that this week, you will be there... =) and when i come back.. i will go with you.. =) we went to best coffee shop to eat ban mian.. haha.. then from 7.30pm, we eat and chat until 10.30pm.. haha.. crazy rite? but then we also dunno how come we gt so many things to share... actually, she shared with me alot of things la..

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/21/2006 02:41:00 AM``

``Saturday, November 18, 2006``

quite meaningful

I actually find this quite meaning which is send to me by one of my friend.. so decided to post on my blog.. hee hee..

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

How many people actually have more than 8 true friends?
But some of us have all right friends and good friends!!! Being happy is the priority of living, If u wanna be sad, Be sad 4 something thats worth it.

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/18/2006 08:32:00 AM``

To: Debbie, Jun Ru, Xin Yi

HEy guys... really sorry leh... ytd.. supposed to skip lesson to join you all for shopping de.. but then i forgot that i have to go for my driving practical in the morning.. then by the time, i finish my lesson... i called debbie and realised that you all are reaching soon... so didnt join you all..

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/18/2006 08:30:00 AM``

``Thursday, November 16, 2006``

went for dinner with laos team 06

debbie and i ended sch early then waiting for the rest la.. to go for dinner together cos they end their class at 5pm.. so the both of us sat in my blk until about 5pm lor.. then we met the rest at canteen 3 at 5pm... haha.. actually, hanrong wanted to join us de.. but then he cant cos he gt to go and see a friend's concert or something la.. we decided to go jp to eat swenson... then went in le.. then jin chang and huimin suggested that we eat pizza hut so debbie said "1, 2, 3 then we run la.." haha.. so we went out together then went to pizza hut lor...

then we waited 10 mins for the table la.. cos gt alot of people ma.. then chuan tiong, elfie, huimin and i share 1 family feast i think.. or wat la.. (2 pizzas, 4 soups, 4 persi) then we changed one of the pizza crust to cheesy de... hee hee.. then jin chang, cheng, deb, JR, weitian share the same set also.. but jinchang ordered a additional curry baked rice and cheng ordered a additional pasta...

then after tat, when jin chang was eating the curry baked rice..you can see the change in his face la.. so red.. and his eyes very watery lor... then in the end, everyone was like looking at him eating his baked rice.. and offering him our drinks... cos can see that it is really very hot la.. suddenly, dunno who started saying
" Jin Chang, wei le ci san, ni ke yi zhuo dao de" then after tat, everyone started telling him to jia you for charity la.. the CT still say " wo men yao tao zan gao nan du, jia duo yi dian la jiao" haha.. so bad rite? but then we had fun.. then somehow.. cheng gt pulled into the picture becos it is jin chang.. haha..

then after dinner.. it was like 9pm le lor.. then deb, JR and Chuan Tiong left first... then huimin waiting for her sister to end work ma.. then cheng said that hanrong coming to find us.. so we waited for him lor.. then we went to play pool in jp..

didnt know tat hanrong, weitian and jinchang can play pool so well la.. they also created lots of jokes out of the whole sessions la... then when i was playing with cheng, then the 3 of them taught us how to hit then the ball can go into the hole la.. then we also played double la.. very funny la.. it was the first time, i see hanrong so "high" lor.. when they are playing the music... he was singing.. and using the cue to act as his mike... haix... a pity that JR wasnt there... then we played until about 11pm then we left lor... cos tml all of us still have to attend school... so i reach home about 11.30pm.. haha.. super tired la.. okie la.. need to go lala land le...

wa.. i think every thurs... we like go crazy lor... haha.. going out until super late la.. gathering day.. haha.. okie la.. i better go and sleep liao.. still need to go for practical driving tml morning.. =)

but also good la... cos i was quite stressed up with projects, cca and lots of things la.. nw, i am finally back to normal... no more wu shi luan xiang.. haha.. at least, i am clearing my project nw.. =) cos i become guai le.. going project.. haha.. *vomit blood*

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/16/2006 11:56:00 PM``

Daniel Powter - Bad Day

nw.. i am in one of the classes in ICT blk with debbie.. cos we ended our classes le.. but we are going to meet cheng they all for dinner.. haha.. meeting the laos team again.. yeaH!! later debbie and cheng sure go high de.. haha.. then i am listening to songs ma.. then happen to listen to this song Bad Day by Daniel Powter.. then i remembered that this song is used to make the video about us for us of our 3 days of bonding camp and 15 days of laos trip.. hee hee.. so decided to share with you all the song.. nice song okie.. actually, also becos i am bored la.. nothing to do.. whahaha..

Artist: Daniel Powter
Title: Bad Day

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/16/2006 04:05:00 PM``

``Wednesday, November 15, 2006``

siao liao

in the morning.. went for PM lesson then it is like 3 hours tutorial but we are only need to do 1 presentation then we are very tired ma so didnt go for our ECAD.. haha..

then during PM class rite.. cos sheng da using shelin's ipod video.. then he told shelin that his birthday coming.. then i say my birthday also coming.. so he ask me when is my birthday... then i say march 16, shelin added on 1987.. then sheng da dun believe me lor.. then ask me to show my IC.. then he say he also... so i also dun believe la. .then he took out his IC.. then in the end.. really leh.. haha.. both of us classmates for so long.. didnt realised that we are born on the same day, same month, same year.. so ciao.. haha

then we went to canteen 1 to eat.. then i saw junru, debbie and xinyi at first.. then after tat, i saw hanrong and weilun.. they are sitting at the same table.. so went over to talk to them... then junru ask me to join them... haha.. so i went to find my classmates to get my bag ma.. then everyone say tat i "ban sei" haha.. sorry la.. then went to join junru they all for lunch.. all our suaning are really great lor.. haha.. we can anyhow link... then we started talking about cheng and weilun.. haha.. then after tat, weilun and hanrong still gt class so they left first then left with debbie, xinyi, junru and me.. so we continue to chat la.. then we exchange alot of secrets lor... haha.. but it is between us only... very funny lor... but in the end, i still get suan.. haix..

then xinyi and junru wanted to go home first cos they say they are very tired.. so i brought debbie around ICT.. haha.. then she get super high la.. when we went into one of the classroom then i send her some of the themes for her hp.. haha.. cos i am waiting for huiqi ma.. cos she wan me to teach her how to customize her laptop...

when they end class le, huiqi, baoyu,huimin, joel, johanna, debbie and i went to the library CAFE.. we haven even sit down.. the auntie come and show us the sign le.. "PLEASE LOWER DOWN YOUR VOLUME".. so irritating lor.. then there wasnt any place for us to sit so they bought bubble tea le then we went to the atrium....

then teach huiqi how to customize le.. then after a while... debbie and i went home together... then on the bus... debbie told me alot of things la.. haha.. information exchanging.. =p then she took bus with me until jp cos she meeting KC there... then i went home lor..

chatting on msn with cheng and adrian then cheng ask me to call debbie to call in then we conference.. haha.. then i call cheng le lor.. but debbie haven call.. then we say she washing toilet la.. haha.. then she call me after a while, but cannot conference too long.. cos my mum need the phone to call my dad who is in overseas la.. so we change to msn conference.. so funny lor... keep on suaning each other... everyone also kena la.. but it was very fun sia.. haha.. then until about almost 12 then junru and debbie went offline le.. cos they very tired.. actually, i also very tired.. haha.. so finish writting this blog post.. i also go and sleep le.. =) good nite..

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/15/2006 11:43:00 PM``

``Tuesday, November 14, 2006``

So long didnt blog liao.. haha.. although only a few days la.. haha.. okie..

Sat - 11/11/2006
as usual lor, in the morning, i have to go for bible studies.. then after tat went for cg at pasir ris cos celebrating billy's birthday... then when billy's cousins or dunno who la.. came in to the room, then one of them suddenly, scolded shi en, soo eng and me... Dogs, then he also called "hu li jing" .. of out no reasons lor.. but we also dunno how he is.. haix.. horrible.. then after tat, went to meet kin sung, then went for daffodil birthday party which is also at the downtown east that side..

after tat, dun wish to talk about le...................................................

Sun - 12/11/2006
go service lor.. then after tat had meeting with wuay boon.. then went to shi en's place to get my vcd and talk rubbish there la.. then after tat when went le.. boring day... then i slept very early lor.. cos for the past 3 weeks.. seems to be like walking zombie lor.. everyday sleeping less than 3 hours.. cos cant sleep.. haiz..

mon - 13/11/2006
then ytd.. all the laos team wore our official tees.. haha.. then after lesson.. we went to canteen 1 to eat.. then after tat, jac, shelin and me went to blk 31 to do dwa.. then after tat, went for npcc meeting until about 9 plus.. then after tat.. by the time i reach home.. i was so tired la.. went to do my project until i fall asleep in front of my com.. haha..

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/14/2006 10:23:00 AM``

``Saturday, November 11, 2006``

went out with shelin and chuimay

this morning.. went bbdc for my driving lesson.. haha.. i think for the past few days, i gt nt enough sleep so when i drive hor... i can day-dream de lor.. haha.. so dangerous rite? haix.. dunno what i am doing la.. so horrible.. people, nez time cannot sit my car la.. later i day-dream again how?? haha.. ops...

then after tat, went i was on my way to sch.. debbie called me.. then ask me to go to atrium to support xinyi.. so went atrium to find her lor.. as the same time waiting for 3 of my classmates.. haha.. today so power lor.. my class starts at 1pm.. i still can go campus deli to get my lunch.. then sit there to chat with xin yi and debbie until 1.30pm, when my classmates come.. then ask them to support also since it is for donation.. haha.. then by the time, we went to class.. it is like 1.4opm le lor.. haha.. and we are still marked present... so funny.. we are crapping with teachers the whole time la...

we ended early today.. so actually shelin and i wanted to go out la.. then jo went home le.. then CM also wanted to go home.. so Shelin and i decided to go Lot 1 then CM also came along in the end.. haha.. cos she stay so near... so went shopping for presents lor.. but in the end, i haven buy yet.. ai yo.. so stress... tml is Daffodil's 1 years old birthday... i also dunno wat to buy for her... i haven seen her for a long long long long long long time le lor... haix.. cos kin kung ask me to go la..

then after tat, went home for dinner... recently, very guai.. haha.. come home for dinner.. except ytd la.. haha.. cos i went out with laos team 06 =)

okie la.. before i end off, i would like to wish...

Billy, Happy Birthday!! Enjoy your day!! All the best to your new career. =)

Daffodil, Happy 1 Years Old Birthday!! You will grow up to be a beautiful young lady =)

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/11/2006 12:00:00 AM``

``Friday, November 10, 2006``

went to watch movie with laos team 06

haha.. so fast today thurs le.. haix... my most slacking day.. haha.. went to school in the morning.. but i also dunno what i am doing in class lor... cos i already finish my practical so nothing to do... so just sit there and browse my lap top pictures and arrange my folders lor.. haha.. a bit bo liao la.. then after tat, went to eat lunch but i didnt eat la.. cos i was doing the OOAD2 presentation ma..

then after tat, went to do my presentation.. haha.. it is like, i was rushing through my whole presentation la... haix.. then after tat, went to find cheng at blk 31 square cos she is waiting for me ma.. then after tat, went to library to find the rest.. then saw huiqi, CT, joel, huimin, baoyu, lester... they are all there.. with their classmates too.. then we sat there for quite long to eat and talk lor.. haha.. then the stupid auntie la.. wa.. keep on asking us to keep our volume nw.. really very irritating lor... wat is her problem?? not as though the whole cafe, we are the only ones who are talking so loudly.. haix..

then after tat, we were chatting cos we are waiting for hanrong, jinchang and elfie to end their class ma.. then go and watch movie =) then only about 4 plus, then all arrived.. haha.. the best part is that debbie told weilun to meet us at 4.30pm.. ops.. then we went to take bus to orchard.. then jinchang said that weitian also coming.. so we went down to PS first while hr and jc waited for him...

then we waited at the bus stop for them to reach then weitian and jinchang say they dun wan to watch the movie le.. -_-''' haha.. they come all the way.. then.. haha..nvm.. then we went to buy tickets first then we went to Long John Silver to eat.. haha.. cheng and my usual meeting place.. haha.. then we are suaning each other and shooting one another lor.. in the end, i also kena shoot.. so bad.. =(

so in the end.. those who went to watch movie - The Covenant - were:
- lester
- px
- joel
- huimin
- chuantiong
- debbie
- elfie
- cheng
- hanrong
- weilun
- me... haha.. then weitian and jinchang left after tat when we went into the threatre.

then the threatre very cold lor.. then debbie was also very cold.. so i took off my jacket so that i can share with debbie.. then after a while, we pass the jacket to cheng cos she also very cold.. and she really very li hai leh... take my jacket liao.. watch until she fall asleep... haha.. i know la.. my jacket very comfortable rite?? haha

my cinema ticket.. =)

then after the show, we took mrt home le cos debbie want to reach home before 10pm ma.. it is a interesting day.. he he.. hopefully, we can meet up again very soon.. i am starting to miss them le... although just gt separated about 3 hours ago.. haha.. cannot blame la.. we spend 15 days seeing each other day and nite le..

okie le la.. tml morning still gt driving lesson to attend.. plus very tired le..
good nite.. =)

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/10/2006 12:20:00 AM``

``Tuesday, November 07, 2006``

looking back

just nw, as i was trying to find my file.. i came across my notebooks... so i decided to look through wat i haven written for the past 1 year... and the post cards that i have received from friends... i realised that in the past, i am more on fire for God... attending multiple services... what have become of me? even since someone left... to nw...

in the past.. was someone who is faithful, helpful, friendly...

suddenly, i just felt tat i have really disappointed many people... and even losing friends in this period... but can time turn back? if it can, i will not take the same path again...

2006... is really a year full of obstacles for me to cross... whether in my family, in school, in cca... i really hope for a better year ahead of me... and i really wan to apologise to all those who i might have disappoint...

now, i really have to learn "Look Positive & Not Negative"
dun take FRIENDS FOR GRANTED!!

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/07/2006 10:06:00 PM``

So NiCe oF ChEnG

on 1st nov.. we actually received our 9000 over photos... and it includes a 6 mins video about us for the 15 days in Laos and our 3 days of bonding camp.. and Cheng actually posted it on you-tube.. haha.. we take turns la.. so that you people out there... can share the joy with us... =)

Enjoy the video...

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/07/2006 09:17:00 PM``

so many project to rush

once again.. i am into the period that the lecturers are giving us projects like free... give us today, and we are supposed to present tml.. a bit crazy la.. haha.. haix..

actually, i just finish my PM(Project Management) project lor.. then i still have to do DWA(Developement Window Application) website design and it is due tml.. and we haven touch on it yet at this hour... my group li hai rite? ops.. haha..

today, maybe there are so many projects in my head and today i am quite normal.. so the problem didnt appear in my head.. if not i think i will not complete anything at all lor.. haix.. then in the morning, met shelin for breakfast.. then saw kenedict and jac.. so we went canteen 1 la.. then after tat went for our class... actually hor.. i also dunno what is monday's class for lor.. so slack.. then we all playing and enjoying ourselves in class.. haha.. horrible.. but then still gt listen a bit de la.. then chuimay they wanted to go canteen 3 to eat then dunno why change to canteen 1... then maybe we might wan to stay in school to do our project... so went canteen 1 to eat..angeline, jie yi, chui may, joanna, katherine, jac, shelin and me.. then when we went to buy drink i saw jc.. and the first thing i asked was " where is jessie?".. haha.. then after tat, i saw CT and joel.. so i msg huimin to ask her wat is she doing in canteen 1.. haha.. without letting her know where i am la.. but then eventually, she found me.. haha.. then lester, baoyu, ct, huiqi, wd, joel.. all there... then went over to talk to them for a while only la.. then we went to canteen 1 basement to do our PM project lor.. and discuss our web design for the website that we need to do...

then until about 6.30pm like tat, then my dad came to pick me up to jp to go and buy my mum's birthday present which is tml... then we went to ah ma's place for dinner... and da ku just came back from Australia.. hee hee.. quite long didnt see her le... hmm.. then my parents were talking about going overseas at the end of the year.. then my ku ku also ask me to go genting... haha.. OMG!! i also dunno how many times, i have fly around le.. =p

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/07/2006 12:34:00 AM``

``Sunday, November 05, 2006``

so tired

i have never been so tired after so long... today, went for service.. and i am serving today... hmm.. we need to report at 7am.. cos we are celebrating birthday ma... haha.. then after tat, we went to do what we are supposed to do... then i was really tired la.. cos for the past few nights didnt really sleep well... haix... then after service... went to cg debrief... then Bel called up... she wanted to meet us at bs room tat side... so i ran over.. then she say she has to rush off le.. -_-''' so went back to logistics.. to celebrate some of their birthday cos they are not there in the morning... then we continue to do recycling... actually, i was quite enjoying the recycling with my section de.. haha.. 4S5.. but dunno why... suddenly.. i just have mood change.. haha.. mood swing... and started to talk alot of rubbish once again... haix.. my head turned rusty le la.. then after our ministry... supposed to meet shi en to go down to orchard... but then i didnt cos i was really very tired and dont have the mood la.. cos dun wan to spoil the outing becos of me.. so i didnt go.. then went home to do project.. but i think i am very tired la.. so when i see all the words... my eyes like wan to close le.. haha..

tml will be a brand new week... will it be good or bad for me?? watch out for my next post ba.. haha.. =)

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/05/2006 08:57:00 PM``

disturb

haix... how long more is this going to last?? i am really going crazy very soon le... wat did i do to make the whole situation to become like tat?? haix... i dunno la.. bt it is really affecting my life and my studies... really hope... everything is going to be back to normal soon... but i think i would have regret making some decisions le... =( if i have done something wrong.. i am sorry...

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/05/2006 08:54:00 PM``

``Saturday, November 04, 2006``

higher level comes with higher responsiblity

today, went for AFV bible studies... then after tat went for cg.. then wuay boon talked to me and rayvin about certain things la.. then it is quite disturbing of wat is happening right now in the cg.. haix.. then also given more responsibility nw.. i really need to learn how to cope with them...

actually, these 2 weeks... i am really weird la.. i dunno what is going on... but i just have a funny feeling... there are too many things happening around me tat i really dunno what to do... really wish to find someone to talk to.. but then.. who can i talk to? sometimes, it seems so tiring standing alone out there... when at times i am losing my directions and faith but still have to hold on... to treat everything as normal... i know i am running away from alot of things.. but there are somethings tat i wish i know what is going on... and not standing there looking around for answer...

Father Lord, help me, guide me the path of the route you have planned for me to walk... let me shine for you.. help me to open up... i wan to be closer to you like never before... help me to take away all my negatives thoughts... help me to stay cheerful... Father, i pray that you will give me the strength and energy to carry on in this things that are happening in my life right now... i am going crazy soon... =(

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/04/2006 10:58:00 PM``

``Thursday, November 02, 2006``

Laos Trip 2006 Finale

hmm.. on 1 nov.. it is our last time we are gathering together as 35 of us... to do our finale for the whole trip... as usual... we were very high... haha.. because seeing each other... but somehow... we are also feeling abit sad la.. cos we might nt be able to see each other again.. so ya..

then we were talking lots and lots of photos.. and finally we took our dvd of 9000 over photos and our video.. hee hee... and i did my very last job of medic.. haha.. cos joel injured himself when they were packing up the tables and chairs.. then those tat need to leave early has left.. so left with only those few lor.. haha

all the girls except 2 extras..

group 2..

van..qi..min..cheng..bao
(taken when huiqi came to find us.. hee hee =p)

on jewell's bike.. so nice rite? hee hee..

then we went to the bus stop together... (aaron, debbie, JR, xinyi, baoyu, huiqi, huimin, joel, weitian, jinchang, elfie, hanrong, cheng, fu-the jap guy and me).. then baoyu, aaron, joel left first cos they bus came le.. then 154 came.. then we were on the bus.. then elfie suggested to go somewhere la.. cos it is fu's last nite.. then want to go out with him ma.. so in the end, we decided to go K box.. haha.. at 9 plus at nite.. haha.. somemore tml, almost all our lessons starts at 9am de.. haha.. so finally, we decided to go k box lor.. then wendong, peixin and lester came to join us.. haha.. then we were singing so many songs and getting high until we almost lose our voices... the package is until 3am de ma.. so reach home about 4am plus lor... haha.. plus wendong is sending all home in his truck.. this morning.. haha.. i think all those who went k box last nite.. all cannot wake up... so skip morning lesson.. haha..

the only 3 gals getting high.. haha..

me and fu..

in the k box room at JE.. hee hee

then i went to find elfie in the afternoon ma.. then saw aaron.. then aaron said " vanessa, dun study in ICT le la.. you can change course to BE then be part of SOE" -_-''' i going for my attachment le lor.. then change course.... funny la.. haha..

at nite.. went to my grandma's place to eat... hee hee..

okie le la.. tml still gt classes.. later i cannot wake up then die le... haha.. actually still gt lots of photo but canot put everything.. to exp le leh..

...just nw, i was thinking, is really remember friends forever? it seems like there are apart of your life. Friends come into your life everyday, how many are really going to stay in your heart and will not be forgotten?? haix... okie la.. good nite.. bye bye.. =)

-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``11/02/2006 11:24:00 PM``