``Wednesday, September 28, 2005``
stairway to heaven
stairway to heaven
really very nice drama.. very touching.. should watch it.. i was surfing the net.. then i saw this.. very nice rite? they are selling it at $39
and i found this hp chain too.. it is so nice...
this is the main actor (Sang Kwon Woo)... very handsome rite
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/28/2005 09:43:00 PM``
more knowledge gained
more guitar knowledge gained
today.. feel tat i am like a pig.. sleep wake up then went back to sleep.. only wake up at 1130am.. haha.. then had my lunch.. then watch tv.. do some of my stuff.. then went out to meet kun to go and buy my guitar string..
when we are at the shop... kun showed me alot of new stuff tat i have never seen before.. and he told me the uses of it.. then i bought new strings for my guitar... and a string-changer(nt sure the actual name).. haha... then went to the ground floor there.. kun taught me how to change my guitar string and since we still had time.. end up.. playing my guitar there.. then kun taught me more tricks and how to play to make the music sounds better.... hee hee.. another achievement.. then while we were playing... there were some kids around cycling.. then they stopped in front of us and see us play the guitar.. haha.. stress leh.. but lucky.. after a while they left... then i continue to try wat kun taught me.. we left the place around 6.30pm then went hm for dinner..
continue to strive for the best!!
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/28/2005 09:34:00 PM``
``Monday, September 26, 2005``
my poor guitar
poor guitar
juz nw.. came home.. then went wanted to practice my guitar.. then play for i think about 10 mins only.. suddenly my first string broke... arrgg.. sad leh... my poor guitar... nvm... tue.. i will go back to church to get a new string for my guitar... then i can practice my guitar le.. hee hee.. need to jia you...
dream: to play my guitar better...
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/26/2005 12:16:00 AM``
``Sunday, September 25, 2005``
spiritual hunger
went for service 6 today
this morning.. meet kun cos he teaching me guitar.. then he taught me new type of strumming.. plus chords.. many things tat as a guitarist can do.. and he also teaches me tat every time before we play our guitar.. we should always pray to God first..
then saw gerry n sooeng there too.. cos gerry was giving soo eng bs... then gerry was asking how is my guitar nw? then i was like dunno how to answer her lor.. cos i still nt very good yet ma.. haha.. so in the end.. she asked kun.. then after tat.. we went to meet the rest to queue up for service.. wow! today.. we had so many people queuing up.. jasmine, sooeng, kun, desmond, hongming, shi en, me... then gerry came to sit with us during svc..
today's announcement was in this week.. all of us every morning.. we have to say 10 mins of prayer.. van.. you must try to fulfill this.. dun be lazy!! then we have to be more spirital hunger... then after tat.. as usual we went to best coffeeshop for fellowship... left around 5 plus.. then went to sa yi hse...
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/25/2005 11:54:00 PM``
``Saturday, September 24, 2005``
my day today
How is my day today?
hmm.. this morning.. went for bible studies.. then during bible studies.. dunno y... suddenly my mind went blank... cos went pastor said turn to jude 21.. i was asking myself.. wat is jude.. haiz.. what was i thinking of?? can i be like tat?? then after that.. went back to jp.. went to pay my bills.. then saw heng, kw, ming tat, lim... so join them for lunch at long john while waiting for lijuan to reach jp... then went to sengchong's place for cell group...
during cellgroup.. gerry talk about faith to Him... then i realise tat this week.. i didnt really read my bible every night.. and i am kinda lazy this week... so i need to put more faith in Him... van.. remember wat pastor zhuang said.. desire, discipline and delight... so must make yourself do prayers every night.. okie?
but after cellgroup.. after a while.. i left le.. cos i need to go off to meet my parents.. going out for dinner with my grandparents... we had steamboat... hee hee..
hmm.. i also realise tat i am able to open to people around me more.. yes! this is a good thing..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/24/2005 11:19:00 PM``
``Friday, September 23, 2005``
I am juz pissed off
Felt been used!!
why do you always think tat everything tat you ask me to do.. i will do it... who are you to me? you will only look for me when you need to get something from me... if you are so smart, why dont you get it yourself... why bother asking me? when i wan to get something from you... i can nv get it.. so why should i agree to pass to you the things tat you wan... stop treating me like a fool... can?
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/23/2005 11:57:00 PM``
``Thursday, September 22, 2005``
_celebrate shelin & joanna's birthday
Gals OutiNg
today... went out with T08 gals... to celebrate shelin and joanna's birthday... but jac, angeline and nisa cant join us.. cos jac working.. then we went to swenson to eat... haix... broke le.. then had set lunch la.. cheaper ma.. then while jie yi, katherine and joanna went to the toilet.. i ordered 2 slices of ice-cream cake for shelin and joanna... then when i asked to serve the cake... and i asked the waiter to serve joanna.. she was shocked and at the moment.. she was talking on the phone with her friend... then she suddenly tell her friend tat she called back later.. haha.. you should see her reaction.. very funny... shelin was also shocked... haha... then after tat went to walk around bugis... then about 5 like tat.. katherine and jie yi went hm.. then chuimay, shelin and i went to coffee bean to sit down to chat.. when we were buying our drinks... chuimay's friend called up le.. so she left... then left with me and shelin.. haha.. the both of us sit there to chat until about 7.30pm like tat... chat for almost 2 and a half hours... we chat about chc and cell group and about the services we had... haha.. *fellowship* then after tat... on my way to ah ma's place.. saw estee(my cousin) on the bus... then talk to her until i alight from the bus... then after dinner.. went hm le..
hao ba.. need to go n polish my boots and make my uniform le.. tml gt training..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/22/2005 10:48:00 PM``
``Wednesday, September 21, 2005``
^JSV united* did something
interesting day.. did some funny things today
this morning.. meet jac to go bugis to buy freshbox tees for shelin.. as her birthday is this coming sunday... we had a hard time finding that shop... as we were looking wat tees to buy for her... we fell in love with the tees tat they are selling.. haha.. nvm.. we will go back again to get the tees... haha.. then we still had alot of time... so we call to her to check if she is working.. and she was actually at hm.. nt working today.. then.. jac and i planned to appear at her house... so i msg jinhong- shelin's cg member... then gt shelin's address... so we went to her place and waited outside her place.. cos jac was msging her and she say she will be going out with friends and leaving her house about 1.30pm.. then after a while..she is still not out... so jac called her and ask her if her address was xxx-xxx-xxx... then she say yes.. so jac ask her to open the door... haha.. think shelin was quite surprise tat we appeared.. haha.. then went in to chit chat for a while then we left.. cos all need to go to our next destination...
went to sch today.. cos gt napfa society.. then today 6 testers to 2 testees.. haha.. funny man.. then we take our own sweet time.. then let them choose which station they wish to do first... then after everything.. we sit there to chat.... then went off together.. cos they going jurong east area.. then as we walk... realised tat bee yan also like winnie the pooh.. haha.. looks like there are many people also like winnie the pooh.. hehe.. so cute..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/21/2005 10:06:00 PM``
``Tuesday, September 20, 2005``
*guitar*
Progress for Guitar
Today.. juz had my guitar lesson.. then jinhong go through with me the whole song.. then the next week.. he wan me to be able to play and sing the song at the same time.. stress ar... Oh no.. Kun coming back le.. haiz... although i can play the song (amazing) but then i still dun have confident... should i play for him? cos he wanted me to play for him when he is back.. hmm.. guess this few days need to practice more le.. plus still need to learn new chords that he wanted me to learn... actually... nt tat bad la... haha.. 2 lessons... i learn to play a song le..but nt tat good leh..
quote: Practice HarD!!! jia You!!
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/20/2005 11:59:00 PM``
*Prayer MeetinG*
Prayer Meeting for Service 5 & 6
juz nw went for prayer meeting.. it was great.. the attendance was also better than before but then our cell group only.. me, seng chong and gerry... so pray tat the next time.. our cellgroup will have more people coming..but also becos some of them cant make it... like lijuan sick le.. then kun nt in singapore... hmm... feels tat.. the more i pray.. the most my prayers improved.. yeah! but still need to jia you.. pastor was also quite happy tat today there were more people... cos we covered the floor area, the slopes and 1-2 rows of the back.. hope that more people will go for the prayer meeting nez time..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/20/2005 11:59:00 PM``
``Monday, September 19, 2005``
Mooncake Festival
today.. in the morning went for make-up cell group cos didnt go for cell group ytd.. then nothing much lor.. it is about the same.. juz tat all of us are coming from different cell group only la.. haha.. then went for svc.. today is about healing.. then our cell group.. i think only 5 of us.. haix.. then gerry came to sit with us.. she wan to make sure we are writing our revaluation and as well to really praise n worship god.. so in the next 4 - 8 weeks... she is coming to sit with us.. stress.. haha.. no la.. juz kidding.. then after tat.. of course.. headed to the coffeeshop for fellowship.. then went back to church cos we wanted to buy Rev. Dr. Richard Robert cd.. then both of us bought a different one so tat we can share.. haha..
after tat.. li juan, hong ming, may , jia wei, eugene, sabrina, judy and me went to UOB centre cos May wan to change hp.. then after a while... eugene, sabrina and judy went off so left with li juan, hong ming, may, jia wei and me.. so we decided to go toa payoh cos may wanted to sell her phone fast then yu hong came to meet us after his strike force ministry... then after selling the phone.. we went to a near-by place to play with lanterns and candles... nt forgetting sparkles.. haha.. then in the end.. we sat down to play chinese chess.. haha.. but it was quite fun la.. first time going out with them.. haha... alot of lame things happened and fun.. then around 10.15pm.. i left first cos need to go home le.. plus gt cca the next day..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/19/2005 02:20:00 AM``
``Saturday, September 17, 2005``
Grandpa's BiRtHdaY
okie.. let's start from thurs.. gt guitar lesson.. then lost my way while going for my guitar lesson.. haha.. cos cannot find bro JinHong's place.. then after guitar lesson.. stay in his house for a while for Shelin to arrive.. then talk to her.. at the same time.. JinHong teach us how to change string for guitars.. then fri was chuan heng's birthday.. actu.. we wanted to help him celebrate de.. but after meeting.. he say his parents come le.. so didnt celebrate.. all of us went home..
today.. went for bible study... then after tat on my way back saw gerry... then she ask me to go for cgm cos since i will be leaving the house around 6 ma.. then came hm ask mummy.. she dun allow me to go.. so in the end.. from 4.30pm.. i start practicing my guitar to do quiet time to read my bible.. then i finish at 6pm.. haha.. spend the whole in the room without going out at all.. then when my mum came in... i didnt bother cos i also dunno when she came in.. then i juz continue wat i was doing.. haix.. actu.. can go for cgm de.. but she want to stop me.. nvm lor.. even she stop me.. it doesnt mean i cannot do it at hm... haha.. she dun even understand.. only ask me dun get too involved.. then after tat.. around 6.15pm.. we left the house to go to the restaurant to celebrate ye ye birthday.. then saw hui wen there.. haha.. hmm.. dunno wat to say le.. today need to sleep early.. cos tml going for make-up cell grp.. bye bye..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/17/2005 10:52:00 PM``
``Wednesday, September 14, 2005``
SiCk
i am sick again.. of all time.. but nw.. when this friday is mooncake festival.. ha ha.. can eat mooncake again.. the 2 days.. spent most of my time sleeping cos i sick le.. so cant go out.. then today.. i went to the market with my grandparents.. then after that reach hm.. after a while.. i fall asleep again.. then play computer games.. actually... not much to say also.. haha.. then msg some friends who are having prelims tml.. haha.. then call ting cos she reply tat she is sick le.. so call her to check if she is okie anot.. haix.. she having fever.. hope tat she will get well soon.. and it will nt affect her papers tml.. okie la.. i need to go n practice my guitar le.. cos tml gt lesson.. cya!
Msg of the day: To All JSS Sec 4/5s... good luck for your prelims tml.. jia you!! :)
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/14/2005 09:18:00 PM``
``Monday, September 12, 2005``
first weeK oF Holiday
Today.. a boring day for me.. haha.. y? I chat with jac until this morning 2plus then after tat almost 3am then i went offline.. then go to sleep... actually this morning 10plus.. i woke up le.. then i msg my mother something.. then after sms her.. i went back to sleep again.. haha. *pig* then the next time i woke up was 11am and i was awaken by my house phone ring.. if nt i think i will continue sleeping.. then went down to my ah ma hse... brought my guitar there to practice... then the whole day.. i was playing with my guitar and watching vcd.. i practice my guitar until nw my fingers very painful...
OH NO!! i suddenly remb.. i should have used the time to memorise smth.. arrgg.. i forgot about it.. cannot.. then juz nw my neighbour called me to ask me maths.. haha.. so through the phone.. teach her maths lor.. cos she 2 days later O level prelims ma..
hao ba.. wish all those who are taking O levels and A levels prelim.. jia you.. all the best!! And all the best to all those who are in poly taking their SEM exams.. jia you!!
quote of the day: If yoU tHiNk yOu CaN, YoU CaN
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/12/2005 09:59:00 PM``
``Sunday, September 11, 2005``
WoNdErFUL daY - saD daY
sat: nth much.. went for bible studies then go for the youth edition.. then went to plaza sing after that to eat and had some fellowship.. then went hm le..
this morning.. met Kun at 11am.. then he teach me guitar.. hee hee.. then he bless me with one of his pick.. good rite? then after tat.. went for svc.. hmm.. today's svc.. was really great.. cant use words to describe.. then went to Best coffeeshop for fellowship.. but then today then people very little only.. cos most of them went for ministry.. then janice, gerry n i went to jp.. then janice went bugis.. then went to jp to shop with gerry.. haha.. actu.. gerry only wanted to go popular then i wanted to shop for clothes and shoes but end up.. i didnt buy anything.. but she bought afew things.. haha.. then ask yong hao when we came out of value shop.. then talk to him.. after tat.. on the way hm.. i msg him.. then i found out tat he had backslided.. haiz.. juz pray tat he will go back to Jesus.. he is the one who let me know more about Jesus and christ.. so i really dun wish to lose a brother like him in Christ.. then i found out the reason... but dun wish to say here.. if you wan.. maybe you can ask me.. but tat doesnt mean tat i will tell you.. i juz hope tat his friends and i are able to presuade him to go back and trust in HIM once again..
okie la.. i dunno wat to say le.. as i am writing.. my mood is getter worst..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/11/2005 11:25:00 PM``
``Saturday, September 10, 2005``
thinking
thurs and fri.. cant blog.. cos i was having PK course.. a.. nt me but my cadets then i went down to help out lor.. then nw.. then come and blog.. hmm.. thurs.. went for my first guitar lesson.. from shelin cell group member.. jinhong.. the lesson was great.. but i had to leave halfway due to some reasons.. had fun.. but my fingers are hurting nw.. cos too long didnt play my guitar le...
juz nw.. i was practicing my guitar.. then i had my prayers with desmond.. then chat with jasmine.. then my classmate + gang.. jac.. haha.. then talk until nw.. still chatting.. and we chat about alot of things.. wat are the topic we chat?? dun tell you.. haha.. let you guess yourself.. hmm.. tml will be the youth edition le.. hope everything will be okie.. and there will be many of them who turn to You..
Father, i pray that you bless the youth edition tat it will be a great one.. Amen..
then i edited my friendster.. hmm.. nw.. although kinda of funny.. but i like it.. too bad.. if you dont like it.. haha.. cos it is my profile.. ops...
okie.. going back to chat in msn..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/10/2005 01:11:00 AM``
``Wednesday, September 07, 2005``
Great Chat
today.. had my last paper for the sem 1.. so from nw.. having break le.. hee hee.. need to go n find job.. need money.. haha.. some people should know why *hint*
the COS paper was okie la.. hmm.. but juz tat some parts.. i nt sure so throw in answer lor.. haha.. then paper end at 11.30am but then most of us came out at 11am.. then jac, shelin n i went to canteen 1 to eat.. saw the guys there already.. the rest of the gals.. i think they went hm already ma.. then after eating.. the guys left.. then the 3 of us sat there chatting until 2pm then we headed home.. wOw!! 3 hours of chat okie.. dun play play.. haha.. then i went jp to shop a while then went home to get my lap top.. then go my ah ma house for dinner then i came home after tat... tml still have PK course at Hong Kah Sec.. so juz finish polishing my boots and making my uniform.. yeah!! finally i gt my CI rank le.. :) nw.. going to think of how should my next blog skin look like le.. but i nt tat pro lor.. haha.. going to get help from jac...
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/07/2005 10:05:00 PM``
``Monday, September 05, 2005``
!!CM over.. yuppy!!
a.. today.. finally CM is over.. out of the 6 questions.. i only know 4 lor.. cos i forget the formula for the other 2 questions.. *sobs*.. need to thank sooeng for it.. hee hee.. cos after her svc.. she meet me to teach me then last nite.. meet her again.. then she went through with me lor.. if nt for her.. i dun think i know how to do today's paper..
after our paper.. jac, shelin n i went to canteen 1 to eat.. then we went to the library to study.. we study for a while only then end up we were talking about each other's life and looking through friendster.. haha.. funny la.. wanted to study together.. end up talking.. but it was fun.. then i went to taman mac to study for a while on my own.. for wed paper.. then went jp to walk n tink about somethings.. then went to my ah ma's hse..
juz nw called desmond for prayer.. then nw... need to go n study le.. cos wed is my last paper..COS.. wish me luck ba..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/05/2005 11:05:00 PM``
``Sunday, September 04, 2005``
*_studying_*
i nw studying lor.. for tml maths paper.. i very scared leh.. cos tml paper.. if i fail then i may have to repeat le... so need to jia you.. sat, went for bible studies given by bro nick.. then went for cell group... tell you something.. the message was about the same..WOW!!
then today.. meet sooeng this morning.. to ask her some maths... then after tat, she went off to meet her friend to study.. then i went to church... we are the first in the queue today leh.. hee hee.. with kun and jas.. :) Pastor Zhuang gave the service today.. it was really good.. we need to make decision today of wat we wan.. then he said something that i think it is true.. dun wait to serve the kindom of God.. once you wan to do it, go ahead to do it, why do you need to wait? Oh ya, last week, pastor zhuang wanted my bible class to memorise the books of new testaments. Yeah!!, i manage to memorise them all le.. hee hee... then after service, as usual, we went to best coffeeshop for fellowship... hee hee.. then gerry ask who wanted to leave.. then i raise my hands.. cos meeting sooeng again to study ma.. then gerry said "wat are you doing here? you should go hm to study"... haha.. okie.. after that i went to yuhua there the mac to study.. then came home.. bath le.. study again.. nw.. having a break so write my blog lor..
hao le.. need to go back to my books le.. bye.. god bless!
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/04/2005 09:57:00 PM``
``Friday, September 02, 2005``
monday, 1st paper. CM
haiz.. stress ar.. monday is my first paper.. cannot fail this paper if nt have to repeat this module.. arrgg.. i dun wan..
juz came back from my NPCC training.. hmm.. nothing much today cos it is their promotion test lor.. then after tat we went to JP.. meet shurong for dinner.. then heng, des, chinlim, kahwee, cynthia, shurong and me went to long john silver to eat.. after tat sit there to talk craps.. as usual.. then saw kareen.. haha.. dunno wat to say le.. then i think end here for today ba..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/02/2005 11:26:00 PM``
``Thursday, September 01, 2005``
[exams coming le]
today.. didnt go to sch... gt no class.. then stay at hm the whole day to slack.. monday going to have exams le.. today, i still can watch tv.. haix.. die le la.. dunno how to take monday's paper also.. hmm..
ytd was sooeng's birthday.. so gangyi, kangwei, chechang, kareen, pohsiew, wenting, siewching, sooeng and me.. went to Cystal Jade for dinner .. hee hee.. dun be jealous.. after tat, we dunno where to go but wish to take photos.. so we went to the opposite park there to talk craps and take photos lor.. until i think about 9 then we left..
i followed soo eng.. cos jasmine and i arrange to help soo eng celebrate her birthday by giving her a surprise.. haha.. when we reach sooeng's place.. there are some benches.. jasmine was sitting there le.. sooeng was really shocked when she saw jasmine.. haha.. she didnt expect to see jasmine there.. actu.. gerry and lijuan wanted to join us.. but lijuan need to work OT then gerry is sick.. her voice changed le.. (muz take care!!) then jasmine bought a cake for her.. so the 3 of us ate the cake together.. then we pray... after tat then we took photos..again.. before we spilt up and went home..
time to go and pack my things le.. cos tml still gt training.. *losing voice* *sobs sobs*
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``9/01/2005 07:48:00 PM``
