``Sunday, February 27, 2005``
Pasir Ris road relay...
ytd.. woke up at about 5am in the morning cos need to go for the pasir ris road relay challenge as helpers... then in the morning... my dad drove me and chin lim to the place...we had a hard time finding the place but in the end.. we stil manage to find it... hee hee.. then me, xin ru, yi juan, jessica and chin lim went over to the interchange to do our duty... until 8.30am then we went for mac breakfast.. haha.. ops.. then after tat went back... to see the challenge... all of them can really run.. then after tat... the rest went to bukit timah to play pool except for some of us la.. actu.. thought of going to ubin to cycle... then wan to ask people along but raining so we decided to go dover ite to see des laser show.. cos he called up anyway.. sc did not go with us cos she wan to go home to sleep... so me and chin lim went only.. then saw wei jie there also... stay there until 4 plus then i went to meet my friends.. then we went to bugis.. haix.. sad leh.... ytd.. the whole time.. i was suan by the 4 of them... everything i say.. they sure gt methods to shoot me back de.. =( but then anyway.. ytd.. was also quite fun la.. then after dinner.... i went back to my grandma house le.. then went to take a bath.. actu.. wanted to watch the korean show.. but end up lying on the bed and for asleep le.. haha.. okie la.. end of wat i did ytd.. plus.. i cant continue le.. cos i need to go and get ready to go out.. my aunt will be getting married today... :p [had to try and make myself burnt out today so tat tml i will nt wake up too early and stress about my results.. haix..]
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``2/27/2005 12:42:00 PM``
``Sunday, February 20, 2005``
another boring day..
today... has tp wake up very early cos my parents wan to go the temple to pray.. then after tat went to my mum's 3rd sis place to eat lunch.. hee hee.. we had sharksfin... yum yum.. then after tat all of my cousins went home le.. so i also decided to go home then go back later.. then meet estee in jp cos i wan to go comics connection and she wan to buy somethings.. then after tat we went back there to have dinner.. we talk alot of craps and i was doing my own things.. then when everyone was tired.. i juz sit there keeping very quietly again... haix.. O levels releasing soon.. arrgg.. dunno how would i fair? today is only sunday and i am already feeling the tension and stress...
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``2/20/2005 11:33:00 PM``
``Friday, February 18, 2005``
18/2/2005
hmmm.. today.. nothing much lor.. cos today gt training ma.. then we went to support the volleyball gals and we won.. champion for both B and C devision gals... haha.. then went back to sch.. gave them the promotion theory test.. after tat crap abit here and there and it was already time for dismiss le.. then i went off with joyce then go kfc... and end up everyone in kfc.. haha... so the sec 4 & 5 sit together then cis were together and i cannot leave joyce alone cos she ask me me to accompany her.. so i sat with her another side lor... then after we finish le... after a while.. we decided to go home cos my mother not feeling well and joyce need to go home early also.. hee hee.. then reach hm le.. go and take a bath really feels good.. erm.. cannot continue le.. cos need to go and mark the papers le.. bye.. hee hee :P hmmm... dunno tml wan to go sajc anot leh.. see how first ba.. see i tired anot.. haha.. opx..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``2/18/2005 10:24:00 PM``
``Thursday, February 17, 2005``
idiots...
arrgg... today is really a bad day... dunno why.. many things went wrong.. dun wan to think about it.. today... in the morning.. went back to jss with kah wee to clean up the np room.. then about in the afternoon.. joyce...came to look for me.. then we talk for a while.. after tat.. joyce ask me to accompany her.. so i left kah wee and went off with joyce.. then huiting need to go and make spec.. then joyce wan to accompany her so went together lor.. then saw desmond.. think talking about npcc stuff lor.. then later actually wan to teach joyce some things de.. but she need to go home fast so went to my place to get the notes then went home le..
many things happen today.. but arrgg.. dun feel like saying le.. having bad mood.. wateva.. haix.. okie.. la..bye.. sorry ar.. put my sorrow or emotions here..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``2/17/2005 10:37:00 PM``
``Wednesday, February 16, 2005``
Gayithri's birthday...
today.. is gaya's birthday.. then i went back to sch.. so we celebrate her birthday.. then we play with water again..haha.. until all of us are wet.. bought a cake for her to blow also.. then play together.. after so long.. we are playing together once again.. gtg.. i will continue tml.. bye
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``2/16/2005 11:50:00 PM``
``Thursday, February 10, 2005``
HapPY NeW yEaR!!
erm..in the morning.. lay yan won this year.. they were earlier so her family came over to my place.. (nvm.. will win her next year..haha =>)then i was talking to lay yan then play with her little brother.. haha..my sis also play with her brother.. haha.. playing ball in my house..then her mother also brought food that she cooked... it was really nice..okie.. yummpy.. hee hee.. then they stayed in my place for a while.. then went back le... then i went to my grandma place.. today.. spent the whole day at my grandma's place.. hee hee.. actually i was watching tv then after tat play with my cousins black jack de.. then my uncles say i cannot play with them cos i 18 le.. so can only play with adults.. arrgg... and their min. bet is $2.. so no choice... play with them and made about $30 dollars... haha.. not bad rite? okie la.. need to stop here le.. cos i am going to watch tv le.. haha.. HaPpY nEw YeAr 2 EvErYoNe!!
THINGS ARE NO LONGER THE SAME... 2005 WILL BE A NEW START FOR ME....
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``2/10/2005 11:25:00 PM``
``Sunday, February 06, 2005``
SiS's birthday
erm.. ytd was my sis's 15th birthday.. so celebrating her birthday.. then my family went quite crazy.. we were having k box at hm.. haha.. everyone was singing.. as my grandma was discharged ytd so finally everyone gt the mood to be happy and create the atmosphere.. then my dad and his siblings began to sing the song which we used to sing on mother's day when we went young.. haha... "shi shang zi you ma ma hao" then we also drank brandy.. haha.. okie.. i only drank 1 glass.. then had alot of fun... it was also the first night tat everyone really went to bed peacefully and all were sleeping soundly.. feeling so relieved.. then today.. i also dunno why... my 3rd aunt decided to cook Abalone Porridge.. haha.. so had a nice lunch.. yummpy... then went home to continue the spring cleaning as we had not been doing them for the past few days... hmmm.. gonna to stop here.. cos i am going to play sims 2 le.. bye
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``2/06/2005 09:52:00 PM``
``Friday, February 04, 2005``
YeaH!! AH Ma is okie...
Erm... feeling lucky cos my grandma is feeling better nw and at least she is starting to eat some food.. although she has a small blood clot in her head but then at the moment...she seems fine juz tat nw she is having difficulties in walking... but i dunno if she will be able to be discharged by chinese new year a not.. cos the doctor say if they cant see her standing on her own n able to walk steadily... they may not wan to discharge her.. haix.. but i think to be strong cos nw she is okie le... so cannot let her see tat i am feeling sad.. and muz smile in front of her more often... moreover.. i promise my dear tat i will not cry de... so have to be strong and wait for the latest report from the doctor.. but i cant go to the hospital in the afternoon cos i am having npcc training.. so maybe at night then i go and see her or maybe tml morning then i go and see her.. hope she will be discharge soon... later still need to go and find mr nur cos my grandma wan to see my sister then i need to ask permission from mr nur to excuse my sis from today's girl guide training.. haix... need to go le... going to help my grandfather do things le.. bye..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``2/04/2005 10:12:00 AM``
``Wednesday, February 02, 2005``
*life is really Unpredictable*
this morning, at about 12 plus, my 3rd aunt called up and said tat my grandmother was not feeling weel so my dad and mum rushed down to send her to the hospital [NUH] as all the clinics are closed by then. My mum called about 1 hour later to tell me tat my grandmother was fine and she is okie.. i thought since she was okie so i went to sleep. Then went to beach road and bugis with some friends.. then went to the hospital to see her. As i saw her, my heart really aches as i saw so many needles are been attacted to her hands.. how i wish i was the one and not her to go through this since this age.. I have been controlling myself as i was so close to her and the previous day, she was still okie. Life is really unpredictable. I was really upset when i heard my parents telling my uncle tat this morning was worst, she could nt speak or open her eyes and yet they told me tat she was fine.She was vomitting all the time n feeling giggy. Results are out in the evening n she was suffering from a mild stroke. Although she could move her limbs and talk already but she wasnt feeling comfortable and has not eaten anything. After seeing her, i did not have the mood for anything. What i wan is just to sit there quietly. i know there are things for me to do n life have 2 carry on since she is okie but i just dont have the mood, once i finish wat i need to do, i will be sitting there alone quietly again. Anyway, i did not have my dinner too.. dun think i will be back to my usual self until she is discharged. Erm.. need to thanks Jack n Ting was calling and msging me to console me.. becos of them.. i did nt cry in front of anyone except when i was alone in the room...Nw my only wish is to see her get well soon and spent the new year with us..
Just feel like going somewhere to cry everything out.. whether the past or the present.. there are too many things happening.. arrgg... nw she is only ill n in the hospital and i am behaving this way.. i really dun know wat will i become when she leaves this world.......................LOVE HER LOTS!!
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``2/02/2005 11:52:00 PM``
