``Sunday, June 26, 2005``
I really dunno how i am feeling nw.. haix
Projects are coming non-stop... feel stress already.. but i know that there is something in my head that i am trouble about yet.. i myself also dunno wat is it..
nowadays, i kind of dun understand myself already... i dun know what i wan... everything seems to change... my surrounding.. anything and everything.. if you know me since the past... i think you will realise tat i dun talk as often as the past or maybe i dun seems as happy as in the past... i will most likely be juz sitting there doing nothing... should i juz stop looking back and move ahead to my destination?? I dun even know where is my destination...
nw... i juz wan to go over to either sentosa or east coast see the sea waves and do nothing... let me sort out all my thinking and trouble... maybe i should have memory loss.. so tat i can forget all the unhappy events...
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``6/26/2005 10:44:00 PM``
``Saturday, June 25, 2005``
sat again...
yesterday.. did nt have FP lesson so my class decided to go clementi to eat then go and play pool.. again.. only the 3 gals went.. same as yesterday de.. but for the guys.. qing long, jeremy, yong wei, sheng da, brandon.. so after eating, we went to play pool until about 4 then the 3 gals left first..
I went home... play computer then start on my WP personal website le.. wow.. unexpected.. i did quite a lot.. haha.. but still have some errors so need to edit.. did my website until this morning about 1 plus then fell asleep.. then today suppose to have badminton training..but then me and winnie both sleep very late.. so both of us also cant wake up go to for training so we pon the training today lor.. haix..
later going for cell group then after tat going back to jss area cos gt np gathering bbq... quite a good idea.. haven see my squad for quite a while le... hee hee.. later can take pic with them...
okie.. gonna stop here.. going back to do my project le..
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``6/25/2005 10:00:00 AM``
``Thursday, June 23, 2005``
can i get them back?
today, in class.. Ivan accidentally deleted all my files in my thumbdrive.. haiz.. nw i am trying to re-do all my documents.. hopefully can get things done before date line... all my NPCC files are gone.. At first, i was kind of angry.. but then after a while.. i feel better le..
Then went to watch Initial D with T08 .. wow! it was really cool.. the way they drove the car.. the way they drift the car was really nice... AE86--> normal car with powerful engine.. haha.. In the threatre, we are separated into 2 rows.. guys and gals.. then only 3 gals went(shelin, jacqueline n me).. guys were sitting in front.. but there are 2 clings there and dunno why.. betwwen them, there is a seat empty.. haha... jiang da, kenneth,jeremy tan,edwin,kwang yee one side.. then the other side was qing long, jeremy, fir fir, brandon, yong wei
Many projects are really coming up... currently.. i think we are holding 4 projects.. i am really going crazy.. in a short time.. and the projects are coming in non-stop.. i really dunno if i can complete all the projects in time...
Nw, quite worry also.. although this is only the first term.. but i have already failed 1 CM quiz, 1 COS quiz, 2 FSP activity... haiz.. god, please help me!
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``6/23/2005 11:45:00 PM``
``Monday, June 20, 2005``
stress
actually.. thought tat we only left with 2 more project so can relax abit.. but it is not true... we will be having a cos quiz and cos presentation on friday again.. projects and projects.. they are killing me..
today, weiling's birthday.. today lessons wasnt tat boring.. hee hee.. at least for COS, no more 1 & 0.. (binary) then during the break.. went to SIM for lunch.. the food was quite nice but the portion is really big for WP.. for the first time.. i kinda of understand most of the codes but only problem.. i need to memorise the codes *sobs*
gotta end here already.. going to sleep le.. tml still have IAC.. class start at 8am
nitez! [being patience will get things done faster]
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``6/20/2005 10:25:00 PM``
``Sunday, June 19, 2005``
Yeah.. they are coming back tonite..
hmm.. after so long.. finally i have decided to update my blog once again.. haha.. yeah.. my family will be coming back to Singapore tonite from their holiday.. for the past 1 week.. actually i wanted to update my blog already but i wasnt able to cos i was staying in my cousin's house.. my parents dun wan me to stay at hm alone.. so i cant use the net for the whole week except when i am in sch...
sch is quite fun and i have made new great friends.. the people in T08 really rox! I have also join Ngee Ann Badminton Club.. haix.. but nw i gt a problem.. i am also thinking of joining the "NYAA Chapter" but i nt sure if my parents will agree to tat.. plus the upcoming ATC camp.. i haven told my parents about it yet that i am involved.. i really hope tat one of the days.. they will let me do wat i wish to do...
okie la.. going to end here le... will be back very sure.. hee hee..
T08 jia you for tml COS quiz!!!
-Finding back my cheerfulness-
][-Van-][ ``6/19/2005 01:11:00 PM``
