``Thursday, February 02, 2006``

i am really tired

today.. ngee ann having open house.. haha.. hmm.. i had 6 hours break... at first i thought this 6 hours is a total waste of time for me to stay... might as well go home.. then in the afternoon, meet lijuan for lunch.. and after wat she had told me kept me thinking until i reach sch.. why am i behaving this way, wat are the reasons for a sudden chance inside the unit? it is becos this week... i am really busy and tired of so many projects and datelines are near... which has caused me to throw my temper easily? hmm.. i have to change.. cant go on this way... if not if i have greater stress... am i going to commit crimes? haha.. no la.. juz kidding... hmm.. juz need to control my temper... and i agree that my blogs for the past few days are horrible as i am showing the anger, unhappiness and many other things which doesnt seems to be a blog anymore.. so lijuan suggested that i change this blog to a forum.. haha.. hmm.. maybe can consider... haha.. but before that... i really need to clear this 2 projects...

time to reconsider do i still wan to hold on so many things? i am really tired... i have to study, complete project, plan the AGM for my club, plan events for NPCC, conduct training, go for training, conduct napfa test... i am juz waiting for my long break to come... mm.. i have not been speaking to God this few days becos of the project load.. but this cannot be a excuse... van, you have to learn how to manage your time well... =)

today, supposed to go for make-up cell group but then in the end.. so going for sun's de... but it was good in a way.. as i can more time to complete my project which due tml... hmm.. my 6 hours didnt go to waste in the end.. cos used the time to think while traveling and one of my classmate came to me suddenly today and talk to me on somethings which she wan me to keep it as a secret... hmm.. i was quite happy for her.. cos she is willing to tell me wat is happening to her.. okie la.. think time for me to get back to my project.. cya..

-Finding back my cheerfulness-

][-Van-][ ``2/02/2006 09:05:00 PM``

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Name: VaNesSa taN
Bdae: 16/03/1987
Skool: ngee ann poly
CouRse: IT
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  • GPA = 3.0
  • Personal Room
  • New Guitar
  • New Handphone -> N6280
  • Own Car?? Toyota
  • Bag -> clumpler bag
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  • shoes
  • Mac laptop
  • go South Korea
  • get my driving license
  • guitar skills improve

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    cHat On MsN
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    gReEn CuShiON
    CHat oN pHonE
    LiSteNiNg tO MuSiC
    swiMminG
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    Usher Ministry 4S5
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    November 2004
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