``Sunday, January 22, 2006``

releasing my anger

sitting in the mrt going down to suntec for bs.. juz went separate ways with kah wee cos we went for our Basic Theory Lesson this morning.. then on the way, he told me many things on wat is going on and why are things happening this way.. the 3 of us are still nt fit to be CIs, we are still at the senior NCOs stage.. hmm.. how would you feel after hearing this? we have lost our fighting morale already.. let alone to serve wholeheartedly once again.. then as usual, i choose not to say anything and let him be the one talking.. then he asked where i was going so i told him i going for bible studies then he told me dont go la.. be free thinker is better.. then ask me not to go for service tml morning.. instead go and do npcc stuff.. why does everyone trying to tell me wat i should do, believe? not to do this, not to go there... i dun give comments doesnt mean i consent but i am juz lazy to argue back... Althought npcc is my passion but doesnt mean i will give up other things for it, "people" dont act as though you know me very well.. yes, i will commit my time into npcc and i will follow your instructions but you dun have the rights to control my personal life..

sometimes, i juz feel tired going home.. all you all do is tell me do this not to do that.. have you all ever wonder how the val and i felt? when you all look into our stuff.. have you all thought of that we are growing up and we need some little privacy?

hmm.. i am fine friends but i juz want to write out my anger for the things tat i am not happy with to release my anger in my heart.. =)

-Finding back my cheerfulness-

][-Van-][ ``1/22/2006 12:03:00 AM``

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